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I Don't Want to Be HERE!
May 1, 2012
How many times have I heard folks voice this most profound complaint about having come to Earth during their healing session? I'll just say tons of times!
Then during the session, the story usually reveals that these people are mighty conscious folks and often remember trying their best to resist falling into the human baby body waiting for them.
Even though they have greatly earned this amazing privilege over so many lifetimes, they still remember how very difficult other lifetimes have been--full of all kinds of terrors such as being murdered, tortured, raped, lost and so much more. They also usually have a either a glimmer or a full-on familiarity with the beauty of the Light that is deeply experienced between lifetimes. So, who would want to leave that peace for the painful chaos of acting out in yet another body, for yet another lifetime of disconnect and profound loss? You get my point, eh?
Well, the very first thing to understand is that it is actually your Soul, your own God Self that puts together your next lifetime's hand of "karma cards" that you will play.
That is, it appears that our "everyday self," our thinking and judging mind doesn't get to choose the karmic circumstances that we find ourselves in, such as our parents, our location on the planet, the things that "happen to us," etc. But rather we-as our everyday selves have total free will on how we play this "game" of a lifetime.
Moves in this Game of Life:
When our Souls, our True Selves, that "portion" of the Infinite that chooses to come into the "forgetting" of Who It is to join in "8.4 million lifetimes, half in water" (Yogi Bhajan's words), it chooses this grand cycle of evolution--first the forgetting phases where so many karmas and much pain get stored up. Read more about karma at www.SoulAnswer.com/karma.html .
Then we begin the "remembering" phase of our evolution back to full, total, Conscious Union with our real Infinite Self. That part we call the spiritual path. Here is where we "pay our karmas," that is balance our account in the Akashic Records. If I did something to somebody, then it gets done to me. The debt is paid--whether we call it good or bad, the actions are equaled out, as long as we go through those karmic situations with neutrality and not create yet more karmas from our reactions! Oh, yeah.
Now, here is the best. Those very difficult resurgences of pain and loss that flare up in our lives, and which we dread facing are actually the very things that Soul ordered up for us when choosing our karma cards. These are the energetic raw materials that are the basis of our own alchemic processes. That is in healing--forgiving and evaporating that pain and confusion of those habitual triggered difficulties, we actually turn around those experiences so that they benefit us and those around us.
When healing occurs, those energetic programs realign themselves to provide complete, although perhaps unconscious access to all those crummy experiences in a way that no longer brings our own pain to the surface because it has been freed up.
But rather we naturally have the ability to understand and help heal similar challenges in others. Remember your Diamond Mind? Coal to diamonds by the process of great heat, pressure and time! www.SoulAnswer.com/sadhana.html .
Now, as one heals, they clear the way to actually connect with their Soul, their True Self. It is this full and free connection that we all long for. There is actually a kind of hunger embedded in us to draw us to re-unite. When we just move over to fully embodying Soul, allowing ourselves to rest in that very real vibrational frequency, this is the beginning of the connection that we have yearned for, pined for over centuries.
When in this state, problems fade, courage is not a question because fears have melted, you feel hugged, cared for and profoundly loved and supported. This is why we came HERE!
That is to move into this next phase of remembering, of knowing Who we are, and embodying the very real experience of Soul! To learn to do this, please go to www.SoulAnswer.com/soul.html . This is THE CONNECTION! Relish it! As you do this process, and as it becomes the way that you live your life, Soul will push you more and more into your greatness, at the speed that you heal your difficulties. So, now call those challenges "opportunities" to progress on your path to becoming Who you truly are.
And then, please take this great energy of Soul and send it down your body, right down into the very consciousness of Divine Mother, Mother Earth, Adi Shakti, Primal Earth Power. As people do this, they report that their experience of Soul becomes stronger, more rooted, more apparent. This is the Union of Heaven and Earth right there in your own body and mind! Life becomes simpler as you rely on this state of being to lead you and feed you, no matter what karmas you may be facing.
Now, here is the kicker. I asked the Soul of one lovely lady who has a very genuine ability to listen to her Divine Soul why it chose to come to Earth--that is limited time, space and awareness time after time.
The most amazing answer was that the Infinite Self wants to go through all of that forgetting so that in the end of this most grand cycle of births and deaths, in the end the limited consciousness will come again into the most full Union with the Infinity.
And that event, that experience, my friends is so powerful and magnificent that the Soul craves that splendid re-union to the extent that it not only goes through one full round of the karmic cycle, but it does it over and over again. Imagine!
When I asked about all the pain, her Soul--which has the voice of everyone's Soul said that the Re-Union was totally worth it all. But the fact is that we need to go through all these human lives to consciously make our way back to Infinite remembering--with Soul's guidance, of course.
Now, isn't this a most glorious trip that we are having here on Earth? We are getting near our destination, you know. So, let's just trust that being HERE is what we really and truly do want because the inevitable "end point" is all that there is in the Universe.
Let's really make the very best of every opportunity to move forward with the greatest ease, love and enthusiasm! Can you feel that you are getting closer?
Lots of Love,
Siri-Gian Kaur
Copyright: Siri-Gian Khalsa, www.SoulAnswer.com, 2012
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