Cyndie Zikmund - Author



Creative nonfiction + real world wisdom. My beginnings were rough. My path was unlikely. Now writing the stories I once needed to hear.

Bootstrap Newsletter

September 2026 | Issue 9

Welcome!

... to the go-to location for details and updates about my upcoming memoir, BOOTSTRAP: A MONTANA ORPHAN'S RISE IN SILICON VALLEY.

In this issue - Tricky Stuff

  • September is harvest season! RESTARTING A STUCK LIFE reflects on a tricky fermentation during our first year of winemaking and celebrates our sixth anniversary of viniculture.
  • BREAKING LOOSE reveals the trouble with relying on Houdini-like tricksters for fire prevention in the Sierra Foothills. 
  • But first, an update...

BOOTSTRAP Edits and ARCs


Line edits came back this past month. BOOTSTRAP has officially transitioned from the WAIT period to the HURRY UP phase of a book launch.


I pored over every inch of the line-edited manuscript. Dave did too. I fixed tricky errors like the use of pouring when it should have been poring and tortuous when it should have been torturous. Thank goodness I married an expert in the English language.


Here's a page from the edits to give you an idea.


Next step is Advanced Reader Copy (ARC). Several of you have already agreed to participate in the ARC early access program. Thank you!


If you want to learn more about the ARC Program, reply "Yes" to this email.


Restarting a Stuck Life

Photo: Dave McMahon and Tomas Ortiz crushing it on harvest morning 2022.

It was still dark when I peered out my bedroom window and spied three vineyard workers assembling in our driveway. I donned my gardening shirt and pants like a gladiator preparing for battle. Less than one week after moving from the Bay Area to our new home in sparsely populated Calaveras County, California, my husband, Dave, and I were on a mission to save our new home vineyard from mildew and thieving birds. 


To our urban friends, purchasing the foothills property was a whim, a pandemic buy. They conjectured the romance would soon fade. What they didn’t know was that our Bay Area home of 22 years had lost its allure. We felt stuck in a dream planted two decades previous by younger people at the peak of their high-tech careers. Now on the cusp of retirement, we yearned for the unlikely something that would make us feel young again. After touring a home with a private vineyard, a touristy feel-good message caught my eye. 


“Welcome to Happily Ever After.” 


I believe in signs. 


Growing grapes is hard work, but we had help. The area’s burgeoning wine industry provided access to experienced workers. Social groups for amateur winemakers made for easy friendships. Still, my back and legs felt like they’d been lifting weights in the gym for hours and my mind felt like it had worked weeks of overtime. Complete physical and mental exhaustion made for a good night’s sleep. Ibuprofen helped too. 

 

After the harvest and crush, I punched down the grapes to break up bunches missed by the crusher. Dave added yeast and nutrients and within days, the two half-ton (450-kg) bins of must let off fumes that filled the garage with a fruity, earthy smell. Our fingertips turned purple from picking the twigs and stems that made it into the fermenter. Stained fingers are a badge of honor around here. 


Winemaking is temperamental. As fermentation got too warm it generated a lot of heat as a byproduct. Fumes from the must set off the smoke detector mounted on our garage’s 12-foot ceiling. At 3 a.m., we jumped out of bed, ran to the garage, and hit the bleating device with a broom handle until the battery fell to the ground, leaving dangling wires as collateral damage. We stared at each other, mouths gaping. The wine would spoil if we didn’t slow fermentation. Dave stopped adding nutrients.


Each morning, I filled a glass cylinder with the strained grape liquid and dropped a hydrometer in it. We started with a reading of 28 °Brix, which then lowered several gradients a day. Without nutrients yeast can exhaust like when bread dough refuses to rise. We knew our fermentation was stuck when it took three days for the reading to drop only one °Brix. Fear sunk in. The wine would be so sweet only ants would drink it. 


We impatiently waited. Slowly, the level dropped to four, close enough to press. Our traditional Italian basket press gently coaxed the juice from the flesh and skins. We added yeast and nutrients to spark more fermentation. 

Restarting fermentation, like restarting our lives, is an art, not a science. Eventually, the hydrometer level dropped to almost zero, but much to our dismay the wine turned cloudy.

 

Dave researched techniques to clarify wine. We chose to fine with egg whites because filtering required extra equipment. When the particles had sunk, we siphoned the clarified liquid into an oak barrel. To our delight, the wine was drinkable — very drinkable. After a year of barrel aging, we bottled 25 cases of the Barbera-Primitivo blend, which received a silver medal at the Sonoma County Fair. 



It’s true. Nature provides many metaphors. I never suspected that turning grapes into wine would represent restarting a stuck life.


And yet, it did. 

Photo: Cyndie punching down the grape must during fermentation.

RESTARTING A STUCK LIFE was first published by Winemaker Magazine.


Listen to a recording of RESTARTING A STUCK LIFE here.

 

Breaking Loose

Photo: Weed-eating goats contained by a flimsy fence.



In 2021, we experienced our first summer as home owners in the Sierra Foothills. It was relentlessly dry and extraordinarily hot. BREAKING LOOSE is the true story about our ill-conceived experiment with live fire prevention and all that can go hilariously wrong using goats. 


Read it by clicking here.


RESTART

Our entry into retirement brought unanticipated joys sprouted from winemaking and goat herding. In a real sense, retirement has been a restart. Operations have progressed since then, more awards were won, including a silver ribbon in the California State Fair. We've also learned to do much of the weed-whacking ourselves and keep hungry goats on the other side of the county. But the biggest take-away from our first years of stepping off the corporate treadmill is that setting new goals, pushing past comforts zones, and continuing to approach each day like it's a gift is still our favorite way to live.

Photo: Dave and the gigantic ribbons bestowed by the California State Fair. Pictured on the left is the Primibera and on the right is the Barbera Rose. The Primibera will be served at initial book signings of BOOTSTRAP.





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