This Was *That* Sermon
Rev. Tanya Tyler
You know how pastors all have “the sermon that will get me fired”? Yeah, this was that sermon.
Even though it was The Sermon on My Heart, and even though I felt the Holy Spirit urging me to write and deliver it, I didn’t want to write or deliver it. But I knew I had to. I didn’t have the luxury of saying no – of saying nothing. To say nothing would be to condone what had happened – the murders of George Floyd, Breonna Taylor and Ahmaud Arbery, latest in the line of Black Americans victimized by police brutality. As an African American woman pastor serving a predominantly Caucasian congregation, I knew my silence could give the impression that these tragedies didn’t matter. The temptation was there not to rock the boat. I started writing a sermon touching on the topic, then deleted it. But the Holy Spirit insisted I undelete and deliver it. “OK, Holy Spirit,” I said. “This sermon is your idea. If you want me to preach it, you have to help me.”
The text was Luke 15:21-32 – the story of the prodigal son. I’d seen a meme depicting the father standing with a sign saying, “#Prodigal Sons Matter.” The angry older son had his own sign: “#All Sons Matter.” The father went to the son and said, “It’s not about you right now.” In my sermon, I stressed what the Holy Spirit placed on my heart – that at this moment, in this crisis – and yes, it’s a crisis – we need to acknowledge black lives matter. “No one is saying blue lives don’t matter or all lives don’t matter,” I said. “But at this moment in time, we need to remember and emphasize: Black lives matter. For 400 years, black people have been in the sty. Waiting for scraps. Dreaming of more. Still trying to make our other brothers and sisters see and feel and care about what we’ve been through and are still going through. We want our other brothers and sisters not to belittle or dismiss our stories of racism and hurt and hate and fear and anger. And we want them to not perpetuate the evilness or do inane things like calling the cops on a group of black people barbecuing or a black man bird-watching in the park.”
These were not my words. They came straight from the Holy Spirit. She directed me to tell my congregation, “When you called me, you said very loudly and clearly, ‘Black lives matter.’ When you called me, you said very loudly and clearly, ‘Women’s voices matter.’ You said it like you meant it. And I believe you meant it.
"All I ask is, as we journey together, when and if someone says, ‘Black Lives Matter,’ just please – think of me, your pastor. Think of us and the work we are going to do together. And please, just say – ‘Yes – yes, they do.’”
I didn’t get fired.
I’m still here.
Thank You, Holy Spirit, for giving me the words and the courage to speak them.
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