I want to Thank all of you for welcoming me back Home. The past three years of my life have been quite a ride. The navigation of it has been challenging but it led me back to where I belong...Here!
2020 was...a lot! For many of us, we are still figuring out how we want to move forward. The world keeps spinning and the society in which we live is asking us to get back to normal aka the grind. While I appreciate the hard work in all things, these past few seasons of my life have called for a pause and that allowed me to hit the reset button on how I want to operate in this world. Community service to the island of Maui is a part of my DNA but in the past I always poured from an empty cup which led to self-imposed stress that led to resentment. I knew that I needed a change and not just in location but I needed a change within myself. My decision to move to San Diego at the beginning of 2020 was all about gaining back my independence but instead it presented me with an extreme form of isolation due to the pandemic. It is here where I learned a lot about myself, not only my strengths but also my wounds that cause my feelings of weakness.
While moving back home has been a blessing it has still posed a few difficulties. After 10 months of being completely alone I am finding that integrating back in to a life here on Maui has been overwhelming. My a.m job requires constant people interaction and I am finding that parts of me are still clinging to my past habits - Hurry! Create! Hustle! Repeat! The amazing thing about habits is that they can be reformed and that is exactly what I'm working on in this season of life. While some parts of my integration have been challenging much of it has been life-giving! I am grateful to be surrounded my so much love, guidance, and acceptance. I have missed this feeling of connection so much and one of my intentions going forward is to never take this for granted.
I remind myself that there will be highs and lows within a day, sometimes within an hour. There will be occasions when my to-do list requires my time and also times when it doesn't. Not everything I have to "get done" is urgent. Knowing the difference is a practice. Year 38 taught me that I don't have to stay in an environment that is not serving my higher purpose and setting boundaries are just as important as making connections. I am still learning: to carry grace with me wherever I go, that it is okay for me to change my mind, to be aware of my own perceptions and to always trust my gut instinct.
I know that the only way for me to continue navigating this voyage of life is to make sure that I am also aware and praying for the journey of my fellow sisters in this world. Please know that I hold you in the highest regard and if there is anything I can do to help nurture your journey, feel free to reach out and I will get back to you as soon as I can.
With Love and Admiration,
Kris L. Batalona
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