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I knew I would be headed to Cincinnati in the next several months. I was excited to see one of my clients, Cathy, who is pregnant with her first baby girl. I wanted to give her a special shower present. when my church announced a raffle for a hand-knitted, cream-colored baby afghan. I immediately knew it was the right gift.
Suddenly I became obsessed with winning that afghan! Each week for three weeks, I bought ten tickets--thirty in all--convinced I would win. The drawing was held after mass on St. Patrick's Day, a lucky day I thought. I was excitedly sitting in front of the priest when he drew the lucky name. "Susan McNiff," he announced. It was the lady sitting right next to me! How could that be? No one had bought as many tickets as I did. Besides, I thought, she was elderly and knitted for the church, so she probably had a ton of afghans herself!
Well, I said to myself, this must be a lesson in letting go. It wasn't meant to be or I would have won. So I forgot about it.
Two days before I was to go to Cincinnati, I get a call from our priest, Fr. Groban, to go to the church office. There he and the secretary Lucy presented me with the afghan! How could this be I said. I knew I didn't win.
"Well, Susan has so many afghans, she said to give it to someone who really wanted it. They immediately thought of me! I was so astounded I started crying. Susan didn't need the afghan, just as I thought, and I was meant to have it.
I thought that was the end of the story, but boy was I wrong. Spirit had another chapter to write. After her reading, I asked Susan to close her eyes and hold her arms open, as I placed the afghan around them. She opened her eyes, immediately started crying and uttering "Aunt Rhonda, Aunt Rhonda." I had no idea who Aunt Rhonda was. When Susan calmed down, I asked her.
"I know you don't remember your readings, but last year Aunt Rhonda died. We were very close, and you channeled her for me. She was a very strong and determined woman. And she knitted afghans! I know if she were alive she would have knitted one for my yet unborn daughter."
Then we both had to laugh. No wonder I was so obsessed with winning that afghan. Aunt Rhonda wanted me to win it for Susan. When I didn't, her strong determined self stepped it in. I could almost hear her saying 'Over my dead body'. That afghan was meant for my niece, and I am going to make sure she has it. I was privileged to have been able to help Aunt Rhonda!
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