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July 2023
Dear Friends,
In one of the oldest kong-ans in our collection, this one that comes from the Transmission of the Lamp, a collection of “dharma encounters” from 11th century China.
Master Nan-ch’uan said to the congregation, “Master Wang (Master Nan-ch’uan is referring to himself by his family name) wishes to sell his body. Who will buy him?” A monk came forward saying, “I will buy him.” Nan-ch’uan then added, “I will not accept a cheap price or an expensive one. What will you give me?”
If we strip down the dialogue to its essential qualities, the bizarreness of the exchange becomes something everyday and intimate. As ordinary as I am, I would like to make an offering of myself—with dignity and humility. Who cares? And what is its worth?
We wish to offer ourselves. We wish to be of value. At every phase of our lives, we want our lives to mean something worthwhile.
While on the surface this may seem to be transactional, but it is not. It is, rather, our natural call and response to awakening. Like waves meeting the shore. An impression is made, and a gift is exchanged. What is it?
Yours in the dharma tide pool,
Jeong Ji
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