Wrestling
For the past month, we've been working our way through the patriarch Jacob's story. From the moment of his birth, Jacob has been all out for Jacob: born the younger son in a set of twins, his hand was literally grasping the heal of his brother as they came out of the womb. The name his parents gave him literally means "He grasps the heel," a Hebrew idiom for "he deceives."
Jacob is a trickster all his life, a con man looking out for number One (himself). Jacob deceived his brother Esau out of the elder son's inheritance. He deceives his father at Isaac's deathbed, claiming a blessing that wasn't his. Jacob deceives his father-in-law, running away with a fortune in sheep and goats. And in this Sunday's story, Jacob is returning home to Esau's land after 14 years on the run. Jacob learns that Esau is coming to meet Jacob, his two wives, their 12 children, and all their slaves and servants - and Esau has 400 men - looks like a war party and not a welcome home. This might be the end of the Deceiver.
The night before Jacob meets Esau, Jacob is alone in the wilderness and he spends the night wrestling...who knows if it's his guilty conscious or an actual messenger of God. But Jacob - the one always looking out for himself - will not yield; he needs to be the victor in every battle he's ever faced. Finally, at dawn the stranger asks Jacob to let him go. "Give me a blessing!" Jacob states.
And the stranger does: but not a blessing of riches or land or more sons...the stranger (God) gives Jacob a new name: no longer will he be known as Deceiver, as only looking out for himself. He will now be known as Israel - he who wrestles with God. He isn't named by what he can grasp or win, he's named by his relationship to the source of all Blessing.
So often we go through life, grasping and fighting and wrestling to get the most out of every opportunity that we can for our own benefit. God doesn't leave us in that scared, fearful, disconnected deception that we can control life the way we want it. God wrestles with us until we reach the vision God has for each of us: to be known by our relationship to the source of Love.
Blessings,
Rev Jill
In Case You Missed It:
If you missed church last week or would like to hear it again,
here is Rev Jill's sermon from July 26th:
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