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WTF Moments
by Brian Dean
I’ve talked about this before, but every now and then we have to understand that these things happen. And that we can deal with them. But we also have to know that they will be with us forever.
On 9/11, I was sitting at my desk at work when my wife called and asked if I had heard anything about a plane hitting the WTC. We immediately thought something small like a Cesna, something similar to what hit the Empire State Building in the 1930s.
I walked down to the office where the people that did the internet production were, as they had a TV. What I saw shocked me. I called my wife and told her what I saw, then went beck to my desk, pausing at my boss’ office to tell him to turn on his TV.
Not long after, my officemate came in with a small TV, and we watched probably more than we worked. That’s when we saw the second plane connect with the other tower. We were both in tears when each of the buildings came down.
Energetically, something reminded me that I had a dream or thought where I had thought about plane hijackings. I had the thought that all the hijackings were to get a ride somewhere. Then the thought occurred that they never used the planes as weapons. Was this prophecy? Or a warning? Preparation? Who knows.
It wasn’t long after that when I received a call from my massage school. You see, that night was going to be my first night in massage school. I was told that they were cancelling classes for the evening, and starting up the next day.
So I went home and spent the night glued to the TV.
But that is only the latest of several WTF moments that I have lived through.
The first was when I had been sitting in my fourth grade class when all the teachers had been called to meet with the principal. When my teacher came back, he explained that Present Kennedy had been shot and killed. I remember just starring as the shock hit me. I remember a girl in the desk next to me (whose name I remember) just coloring as if nothing had happened. And I remember sitting there wondering how she could.
Many days passed and coverage of this was 24/7 on all the network channels. (Keep in mind that we only had three networks that came in over the TV antenna, and only a couple of independent channels that we could access. For a 10 year old, it was really boring.)
I remember in detail the live moment when Jack Ruby stepped out of a crowd and shot Lee Harvey Oswald as police were transferring him to another facility.
Another moment was when the space shuttle Challenger exploded after lift off. I was working for Church Hospital, and was in the accounting office checking on something. It was either a TV or radio that announced what had happened. As we’re listening to that, someone came out of their office and yelled, “Hey. The space shuttle blew up.”
As much as I had followed the space program (because I liked sci-fi), this was extremely shocking. I remember them talking about it on the radio on the drive home, when one of the people decided to play a song that he felt was extremely poignant. It was Aaron Copland’s “Fanfare for the Common Man”. I felt that it did fit the moment. (If you don’t know the song, google it.)
Others include the shooting of Robert Kennedy in 1968. I remember the name of his killer. I remember Roosevelt Grier, a football player for the Los Angeles Rams being the one that subdued the shooter. I also remember the death of Princess Diana. Again sitting glued to the TV for details.
So yes, there are moments in our lives that are so ingrained that we remember every little detail whether we saw them live or heard about them. These moments shocked us to the core.
But we moved on. Some were easier than others. But all were shocking. What do you remember from things that tipped your world upside down?
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