LOSING IT ALL TO GAIN VISION

Greetings!


A BIG TIME LOSS- However

I lost my high-profile job in Atlanta in 1991. The immediate blessing was then having the time to take our seriously ill daughter, Trisha, to Philadelphia for medical treatment for a month. Thanks be to God, it was successful!


During the years that followed, Tudi and I endured much health and financial misfortune; we clung to many verses in scripture that strengthened us, like this one-


"I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength."

Philippians 4:12-13


My goal was to endure health and financial hardship as a follower of Jesus Christ; then with the comfort I had received from the Lord, to one day comfort others (2 Cor. 1:4). My personal desire was to know how to both “live in plenty and in want” and in good and poor health

HOW CAN WE LOSE WHEN WE ARE SO SINCERE?


Tudi and I would often look in disbelief at our situation, wondering, “WHAT IN THE WORLD HAS HAPPENED?”


PRAYING SCRIPTURE was essential in our FINANCIAL and HEALTH trials.

THE REFINERS FIRE- PRAYING SCRIPTURE

The following verses were used as Tudi and my prayer source constantly-


I entitle these verses GOLD REFINED IN THE FIRES OF LIFE-

“I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth. You say, ‘I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.’ But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see.” Revelation‬ ‭3:15-18‬ ‭


As you read these verses today, enhance your prayer life by praying scripture.

THE BIRTH OF WITNESS BREAKTHROUGH


The following 'GOLD REFINED BY FIRE' testimony is in the introduction to my book (published in 2015), IF WE ARE THE LIGHT, WHY IS AMERICA SO DARK?


“Like most, I have had numerous challenges in life. Prior to starting Witness Breakthrough we lost everything- our home and business- due to the 9/11 attacks and lengthy health-related expenses. My business was tied directly to the tourism and non-profit industries, which underwent very lean times.


CRYING OUT TO THE LORD

Daily, I cried out to God for wisdom, understanding, and direction. One morning, I read that "Jesus went to a quiet place.." (Mark 1:35).


THE KEY (for you, too?)

I found a quiet place on the Silver Comet Trail (a delightful 30 mile biking and walking trail on the west side of Atlanta), six miles away from dense crowding. The bench I found there provided a private spot overlooking a clearing.


For over 55 years, I have read the Bible daily. Through His word, I have found answers to every problem and challenge I've ever faced.. I love God's Word! In my quiet place, I did three things the Bible directed me to do:


• Cast all my care upon the Lord- health and financial challenges (1 Peter 5:7).

• Praise Him for everything that had come our way (1 Thessalonians 5:18).

• Humble myself and be still before God (Job 40:4-5, 42:1-6)


THINGS GOT WORSE!

Faithfully, for 2-3 hours several times a week for more than a year, I met with God at my quiet place and did the aforementioned. Guess what? Things got worse, not better! I knew I was doing all I could do spiritually, yet every work opportunity continued to fizzle. Work that normally came through dedicated effort never got to first base.


BREAKTHROUGH AT LAST?

At last I secured a financially significant four-month consulting opportunity- it was a “done deal”. I appeared in the local business section headlines as the consulting interim president of a major non-profit organization. The attorney had drawn up the agreement.

I arrived for my first day on the job with bags packed for an extended stay. But the job that was going to help me recover financially fell through! A number of similar experiences, coupled with extreme extended financial pressure, crushed me. I understood how Job must have felt.


I continued to go to my quiet place in spite of the setbacks , finding tremendous peace that passes understanding. At the end of my unhurried time with the Lord, I would pray Romans 12:1, "in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God- this is your true and proper worship.” This Silver Comet Trail quiet retreat became my place of deep worship and peace during the financial and health turmoil.


TRIALS KEPT COMING…health too!

However, my financial situation did not improve and in addition health wise I was hit from behind by a truck, causing extreme whiplash and ongoing therapy. While traveling for WB, I had two painful pancreatitis attacks and was hospitalized. I certainly identified with Revelation 3:18 —I was being refined in the fire of suffering.


HE GAVE ME A VISION FOR WITNESS BREAKTHROUGH

In the midst of these trials after a year, God gave me a vision at the Silver Comet Trail of what He was calling me to do: multiply the Gospel of Jesus….not just add.

The Witness Breakthrough (WB) non-profit ministry was birthed at the suggestion of Irwin and Larry as I cried out to the Lord for HIS direction.

The ministry soon expanded despite my poor health and financial pressure and longtime friend Jerry became the Chair of the WB Bd.


NOT EXACTLY "SMOOTH SAILING"

Many times, I would buy one-way airline tickets, sleep in my car, or hawk my '95 Buick to pay for essential health insurance.

It was quite a change from my earlier years of flying only first class, staying in luxury hotels, and living at the Atlanta Country Club for over 20 years.


MY WAYS ARE NOT GOD'S WAYS- and that is certainly true for myself and Witness Breakthrough! Eventually, I had planned on being financially independent and going into full-time ministry, but instead, WB is totally dependent on others for financial support through individual gifts, foundations, and churches.


TRAIN OTHERS TO MULTIPLY THE GOSPEL

Through the "fires" in Tudi and my life, I've gained a clearer vision. Without a doubt the church is the WB target market, and multiplication of the gospel is the goal. After being equipped, ordinary people will share Christ in obedience and love (Acts 4:13, 23, 29-31). Equipping has been through our weekly email newsletters (like this one put together by Trinda and proofed by Tudi) and in person for 6-8 week training using the book IF WE ARE THE LIGHT, WHY IS AMERICA SO DARK?


HIS WAYS, NOT MINE

By faith, I accept His ways as far better than mine. God refines the gold of our faith through trials, and when we endure, greater faith will result. I see clearly now that God wants me first to love Him, then to reach out to people.

People are the bottom line to life! (Luke 19:10). “Jesus came to seek and save the lost.”


OUR PURPOSE:

PEOPLE are our God given purpose for living. The WB Board (Jerry, Irwin, Trisha, Trinda, Tudi and I) are encouraging believers to look at Jesus’ purpose: IT’S PEOPLE!


AFTER ALL: “We are a witness every minute of every day whether we like it or not…so why not be a good witness?!”

THE QUIET PLACE will always be one of the great revelations of my life because it was 'GOLD REFINED IN THE FIRE' that could have never happened when I was "hitting home runs"- rather, it happened because of our HEALTH and WEALTH STRIKEOUTS!!

TWO ENCOUNTERS THAT FOLLOWED

Within that first year, two men came to me, independent of one another, to ask my advice during their times of great financial stress.


The economic times were stressful for each of them. One man was a very well-known, successful entrepreneur, but was in danger of losing large sums of money.

The other was a long-time business owner in the process of losing his entire business, which would affect approximately 20 staff.


Both were Christians in leadership positions for many years in their church and other areas of Christian influence. I knew them both to be men of Godly character.


MY ANSWER

independently of one another, they both said about the same thing when we met,

”I know many people who have had major financial difficulties, but you seem unwavering- you haven't held back from your ongoing influential Christian leadership. HOW HAVE YOU DONE IT?”


Frankly, I was somewhat shocked at first. After thinking about it, I quickly gave credit where credit is due- to the Lord and His Word.

A HARD PILL TO SWALLOW: “it rains on the just and unjust” Mat. 5:45


Our identities are not in our jobs or finances- our identity is in Jesus Christ. (However I enjoyed my job- it was a wonderful chapter in my life, but it does not define who I am.)


THEN THIS ADVICE 

Again, independently of one another I told them,Go to a quiet place and experience God- perhaps as never before using the aforementioned guidelines that helped me."


• Cast your care upon the Lord- health and financial challenges (1 Peter 5:7).

• Praise Him for everything that's come your way

(1 Thessalonians 5:18).

• Humble yourself and be still before God (Job 40:4-5, 42:1-6)


They both seemed to be disappointed with my recommendation. (They never said so in so many words but it was the strong impression I got.)


They were both looking for strategic worldly advice on how to recover financially, not God’s insight about finding a QUIET PLACE. In fact, I've never heard from either man again.

HOW ABOUT YOU?


In the trials you face-

will you seriously consider getting alone in prayer with God?


As a result of God’s grace in my life through the Silver Comet Trail experience of PRAYER, it was and will be a highlight in our lives forever I can truthfully say, "thank God that He used Tudi and my medical and financial trials to allow us to be much closer to Him and be more fruitful in the spread of the Gospel of Jesus Christ."


Through prayer, God is developing-

MATURITY

VISION

FULFILLMENT

LOVE

JOY &

PEACE in our lives.


Thanks be to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, Tudi and I are living out "I know what it is to be in need..what it is to have plenty..we can do everything through Him who gives us strength" Philippians 4:12-13


Ted

Acts 17:28


WB TURNED 23!

WB just completed its 23rd year, thanks to the support of many and the leadership of Board Chair Jerry and Vice Chair Irwin.


WB is dedicated to multiplying the gospel through training the church. If We Are the Light, Why is America So Dark? -is meant to encourage, challenge, and build up the believer to proclaim the good news of Jesus Christ.


WE CAN ALL LEARN TO-

  • Ask meaningful questions. For example: "How’s it really going?"
  • Listen intently to people's answers
  • Comment on their answers


Pray for love and boldness in your response to share in humility your testimony of Jesus Christ in your life.