May News & More..
Happy May dear friend, I hope this note finds you happy, healthy, and enjoying the new season's gifts, wherever you are! Here in Vermont it has been a slow start to spring but as you can see in the photo, it is surely happening. To be honest, I like a slow start to the spring season, it offers a nice pace to really watch things come alive and soak up all the magic, and there is SO MUCH magic! Peepers singing, birds running around making nests and preparing for their sweet little new arrivals, shoots and flowers popping up and blooming after a long cold winter in the dark underworld. And black bears - I just watched 2 scramble up the ridge as I went to the kitchen sink to get some water, so beautiful! Wow - how fortunate we are to get to watch and experience and coexist with all this magic happening! Truly amazing!! Thank you, thank you, thank you! Death and rebirth over and over..what a gift!
It has been busy around here with hosting an array of private retreatants and, of course, working on all the spring chores this place has to offer, ha! We are currently in the midst of hosting a series of Tuesday evening drop-in meditation sessions and we still have 3 more to go so it's not too late to join in. We are also planning to offer more silent retreat sessions (both daylongs and full weekends) later in the season, so stay tuned for more info on those. For those considering private retreat, we still have some decent availability so reach out if you are considering that, we'd love to have you and booking sooner than later is strongly encouraged.
In the spirit of Spring, I am excited to share some news with you all: Some seeds I have been sowing are beginning to sprout..let me explain. Very soon, in just a few weeks, we will be welcoming a new/familiar face [back] to Milarepa Center as a residential volunteer and I will be slowly sinking deeper and deeper into retreat here on the land. I have been working on setting up a small private retreat hermitage for myself that will allow the center to continue to have the main private retreat cabins, Ensapa and Marpa, available for all of you! FYI - I will still be available for the bigger, overall center needs and direction, but the idea is that our new resident will be watching over the center and taking care of the day to day needs as I sink into retreat more.
This November I will begin my 10th year as Director and I am so excited to finally be able to take some dedicated time for longer retreat! As some of you already know, I have been in/out of retreat for about the last 1.5 years, taking retreat time whenever and wherever I can while also balancing my many other responsibilities, life situations, and all that goes into being a human! Back then, I came to realize that instead of waiting for the perfect causes and conditions to come together so I could get into retreat, I would simply start where I was with what I had and so I began. That was almost 2 years ago now. And then, 2 months ago, I deepened my retreat practice even more by giving up my outside full-time "money making" job (my "big girl" job as I called it) and committed to going deeper and making more space in my life for retreat practice; it was a very scary decision to let go of making real money, good health insurance, a retirement plan, and so on, but it felt like the right thing to do so I did it.
Then, a few months ago, while in a shorter retreat contemplating on and praying that I might someday, somehow be graced with enough freedom to be able to do longer retreat (a prayer I have been making for many years), a message came in from an old dharma friend asking for a reference because he was thinking about going back to a center for awhile to offer service. Ha! And we all know the reality of impermanence so I am taking things day by day, planning as best as I can, and trusting that whatever needs to happen will...but here I am, following the thread...seeing the sprouts of the seeds I've been sowing...
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