This is what has me committed to cleaning up my mistakes. I want to find peace with some of my past actions. I’m pressing the redo button. I’m reaching out to some of the people in my past where I was hurt or I hurt others. I’m giving myself the opportunity for closure. I want the freedom to know that I can face some of my fears and know that I’m still OK.
This summer I’m also blessed with my oldest daughter coming home for the summer. This has allowed me to recognize the importance of grabbing this time and making the most of it! I really want to take the time to let each family member feel loved and recognized. I want to make the most of the time we have together, to heal our little piece of the world. Yep, my family knows that this summer is all about sharing our feelings and letting things go.
As a busy mother of three there were many times that I felt like I was just putting out fires. I didn’t have the time, or take the time for some of the issues at hand. Well those issues are still waiting for my attention. It is kind of like sweeping something under the carpet... The dirt is still there.