Storytelling and Dyslexia
In February 2012 I launched as a freelance storyteller. As a young lad growing up in the seventies this would have been a distant if not impossible dream because I was dyslexic. Back then I was dubbed lazy and stupid and I spent much of my schooling in the remedial stream. Indeed it was my dad and mum who taught me to read, I was lucky to have parents and family who did not give up on me. I look back at school as a chamber of horrors. I went to school only to fulfill a legal obligation.
We moved around a lot with my dad's job and each school offered promise which very quickly evaporated. My self-esteem was shattered as a child, I was bullied by my peers and teachers. Writing, number work, were a nightmare but this was just the tip of the iceberg, riding a bike, tying my shoelaces, kicking and catching a ball all were real challenges.
We moved to Livingston in 1977, my new school brought no changes for me. My first year at high school was terrible, my self-confidence took a nosedive to the point that I had a mental breakdown and I was hospitalised. This was the darkest period of my life, I failed seven out of eight O Grades and only passed my O Grade in Scottish History because I had a lifelong passion for my country's history. I was on a cocktail of medication for depression and anxiety and life was a blur. When I returned to school I joined the Higher History class but I was shattered when my teacher told me I would not be submitted for the exam, so I decided to leave school.
This was 1982, I had no confidence and I started on the familiar cycle of job creation schemes and unemployment. Gardening, door to door surveys, a year at an adventure camp on Mull, but still no permanent job. In 1987 after a year in a community house I entered West Lothian College on a full time social care programme.
This was a turning point in my life, it was my first positive experience of education and I gained three O Grades in English, Psychology, Sociology, and I also won a cross-college award for determination and endeavour. It was there I dreamt of University.
Sadly I couldn't secure a full time post, so I threw myself into part time work as a play worker and I built up my experience by volunteering. I worked as a General Advice worker with the C A B, I was a Community Councillor and I also worked in disability rights and on the steering Group of Livingston Credit Union. As the years rolled by my confidence was still a huge issue for me, securing my independence was also a real battle and everything took so long to achieve, but at least I was moving forward.
Finally in 2000 I become a full time student on the Diploma programme at Newbattle Abbey College. This was the most challenging and rewarding year of my life, and I gained a Diploma in Scottish Studies and a place at Edinburgh University in 2001. In 2005 I graduated with a MA Hons in Scottish Ethnology, but after years of essays, dissertations, reading, and exams, I knew that the written word was not for me.
So I started working as a tour guide with Rabbies Highland Tours, telling Scotland's story was a joy. I'll never forget my first day as a tour guide with Rabbies Highland Tours, I had found storytelling and I was free for the first time in my life.
I then moved to the Real Mary King's Close as a character guide. It was there in my spare time that I started developing as a storyteller. After taking part in a workshop at the Scottish Storytelling Centre, Joanna Bremner Smith set me on the road to developing as a Directory storyteller. It took me three years to succeed, and I owe a debt of gratitude to Harrysmuir primary School in Livingston as they gave me a platform to develop. It was there that I discovered that storytelling is great medium for helping children to enjoy learning, in particular children with specific learning difficulties like dyslexia, but also dysgraphia, dyscalculia, dyspraxia.
I can't count the number of teachers that have remarked to me after a session how I held the attention of children in the group who find it very hard to stay focussed on the task in class. Many dyslexics like me are visual thinkers, they see the story unfolding in the mind's eye. Dyslexia and storytelling go hand in hand in so many ways.
Storytelling is so liberating for me as I do not have to read or write, I can tell the stories of Scotland to children with a freedom I could only have dreamt of as a dyslexic child. I have also joined the Livingston speakers club, I am developing my speaking skills on the Toastmasters programme, I also have a short story slot on the Friday night show at Radio Grapevine at St John's Hospital. It has been some journey for me. I am so proud to be a storyteller, a bearer of an ancient oral tradition that does not require a pen or a script. It is so natural for me as a dyslexic to be a storyteller, as natural as breathing. When I tell to school children, I always give the chance to ask questions. I tell them that I found school difficult due to dyslexia and also about my degree and my job as a storyteller and about how with hard work and determination they can fulfil their dreams in life.
Colin Williamson
clouddy3@yahoo.com