"What a journey I have had. And there is still so much more to come. I clearly remember sitting in my jail cell crying to God. With tears in my eyes asking The Father to remove the drug addiction from my life. My abuse had gotten so bad I knew I was about to die. I wanted to live a normal, peaceful life. Right then I hit my knees and began to solemnly pray for a second chance. When I finished my prayer I asked the Corrections Officer to bring me some information on rehabilitation centers. The first one I filled out was for Safe Harbor Bucksnort. I filled out the application and received an acceptance letter immediately. The c/o Mrs. Royer said that was the fastest response she had ever witnessed. I knew right then that God was working in my life. Only a month later I found myself meeting new people, working the program, and becoming the man I was known to be. My outlook on life is so much better, I am finally at peace I no longer think about using drugs as frequently as I used to. While at Safe Harbor I've grown closer to God with a personal relationship. Safe Harbor has helped me develop a new way of living. I am now able to function soberly while having money. I've learned to manage money and how helping others truly helps me. I've gained the sense of peace and purpose I prayed for. For the first time I am working and not taking from others. I pleaded to God for a second chance and He provided it for me. I've become a part of this community and I am proud of myself with how far I've come. I give all praise, honor, and glory to The Most High along with Safe Harbor.
Since I've come to Safe Harbor my journey with God has grown. He has shown me a lot of things even when my times were hard to handle. Even in moments of despair when I seemed to have little faith, God lifted me up and granted me the peace I needed. The whole time He has given me guidance by keeping my eyes on Him. He surrounded me with the people in my life that I needed. People that filled my heart with love. These people inspire, motivate, and uplift me. I know they care about me. To this very day I thank The Lord Jesus for these men; George Vanzandbergen, Troy Beasley, Jedediah Taylor, Larry Hughes, and especially Chris Somerville. They always brought me up when I was down. These men each play an important part in my life. Let's start with Brother George. I enjoy listening to him every Sunday when he speaks his deliverance. His message touches a deep part of me. The same way my Granny brings joy in my heart and a tear in my eye. Next Troy has kept me pushing to achieve my financial goals. He has motivated me to keep pushing even in the difficult times. Now Jedediah has become the friend I've never had. I've always had a problem with trust. Jed has given me so much comfort and love. His warmth is what I've always wanted from a brother in Christ. He has never given me any doubt, only encouragement and support. He's continued to be my go to guy. Larry has climbed the ladder in my heart. He too is the brother I have never had. He has guided me when I was down. Watching his progress while at Safe Harbor inspires me. One thing that really stands in my memory is when he bought me orajel. I was in great pain and he thought of me. It's the small things that are big in my heart. Finally, Chris Somerville. This entire program I've told Chris that he has played a big part in the change of my life, because he is a father figure to me. He is like the dad I never had. My dad is still battling addiction to crack cocaine. There have been times I needed my dad, but he wasn't there. However, Chris was there for me. I reflect on him. Where he has come from in life and and been able to share the joys of sobriety and success with us. He is serious about what he does and cares deeply for us. I needed that model of manhood in my life.
All I'm saying is God has each and every one of us playing an important role in the lives of others. Just simply believe in Him, ask for Him in your life, and He will." - Christopher J.
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