When I am stressed and/or anxious, I like to watch my favorite comfort shows/movies, sing (only to myself; singing around people makes me nervous), laugh with my friends, write, read, or imagine myself in far away lands (fantastical or closer to home).
Here are some pieces I wrote for your perusal:
I lay awake at night
SHATTERED,
like how you would break the dishes in the sink
STRANGE,
that You never put them away, just piled them in the corner
DISTANCED,
how You would always make me feel
though now, I know it was pressure from being believed in,
STUPID me, to not realize it was love.
She always told me...
the THREE of us, we walk abreast
STILL,
You are one step behind.
How did I never notice?
I turned around and you were
GONE.
I don't know what to say,
I FAILED.
You and I lie here,
together yet APART,
I would say sorry but why?...
it won't bring you BACK
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