I got no juice.
Thankfully I'm at the age where I've learned, if the energy isn't there, don't push it.
So I'm dropping my twice monthly broadcasts for now. We'll see what develops down the road.
I'm recognizing that we, dear humankind, are in a marathon now. This is not a sprint but a relay race that may well last a decade or more.
Although "giving" is traditionally associated with the feminine (women and girls have been highly conditioned to give, give, give) it is actually a masculine energy (i.e. directed outward). Over giving is simply another version of our out-of-balance, achievement, growth-only culture that now dominates and chokes the world.
"You're only as good a your next achievement," is the joke I make with my husband. We both drank the kool-aid on productivity.
Everything in balance. Balance, like homeostasis is not a condition of fixity or perpetual motion. Life moves in spirals. Natural living is the art of dynamic balance.
There is no outbreath without breathing in. Whatever grows is nourished by that which has come before. That which has matured, gone inside, appeared dormant, transmuted through death, becoming the life-giving compost, learning, consciousness to nourish a new, ever evolving cycle of Life-ReCreating-Life.
Re-Creation, yeah, that. What a concept. Work/play/love...Play/love/work. B e i n g.
For me, a human breather, leaning into balance, feels essential to our natural world as well.
So I'm catching my breath (tell it, Kelly/video, left sidebar) and choosing replenishment and contemplation as my soul's request and body's remedy to too much turbulence in the outer world.
I'll be in touch...hoping you will, too.
Enjoy the fall (and the sacred re-building).