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My history with crosstalk and understanding it
It’s interesting that the Serenity Prayer starts out with "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
I was kicked out of a Zoom group because the group leader found my use of emojis as distracting. It was my first Zoom group. I was not even aware of a problem. I’m praying for wisdom and serenity for things I cannot change, which seems to be a lot🤣 It takes much courage to change when the temptation is to try to change others.
That’s why it’s interesting that the serenity prayer states "God grant me the serenity to accept." God has been teaching me about my lack of serenity. It's something I need to look at. I will accept things, but I’ll be frustrated - frustrated because I’m trying to make myself accept. Maybe it has to do with letting go of control: let go and let God.
So I pray for wisdom. I need to have conscious contact with God to ask him for that wisdom.
I am so thankful for this group. I hope we can make it a safe haven for people to practice the 11th step.
-Jennifer
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