IF WE ARE THE LIGHT, WHY IS AMERICA SO DARK?
The following 'GOLD REFINED BY FIRE' testimony is in the introduction of the book (published in 2015)
âLike most, I have had numerous challenges in life. Prior to starting Witness Breakthrough we lost everything- our home and business- due to the 9/11 attacks and lengthy health-related expenses. My business was tied directly to the tourism and non-profit industries, which underwent very lean times.
Daily, I cried out to God for wisdom, understanding, and direction. One morning, I read that "..Jesus went to a quiet place.." (Mark 1:35).
I found a quiet place on the Silver Comet Trail (a delightful 30 mile biking and walking trail on the west side of Atlanta), six miles away from dense crowding. The bench I found there provided a private spot overlooking a clearing.
For over 40 years, I have read the Bible daily. Through His word, I have found answers to every problem and challenge I've ever faced... I love God's Word! In my quiet place, I did three things the Bible directed me to do:
⢠Cast all my care upon the Lord- health and financial challenges (1 Peter 5:7).
⢠Praise Him for everything that had come our way (1 Thessalonians 5:18).
⢠Humble myself and be still before God (Job 40:4-5, 42:1-6)
Faithfully, for 2-3 hours several times a week for more than a year, I met with God at my quiet place and did the aforementioned. Guess what? Things got worse, not better! I knew I was doing all I could do spiritually, yet every work opportunity continued to fizzle. Work that normally came through dedicated effort never got to first base. At last I secured a financially significant four-month consulting opportunity- it was a âdone dealâ. I appeared in the business section headlines as the consulting interim president of a major non-profit organization. The attorney had drawn up the agreement. I arrived for my first day on the job with bags packed for an extended stay. But the job that was going to help me recover financially fell through! A number of similar experiences, coupled with extreme extended financial pressure, crushed me. I understood how Job must have felt.
I continued to go to my quiet place, finding tremendous peace that passes understanding. At the end of my unhurried time with the Lord, I would pray Romans 12:1, "in view of Godâs mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God- this is your true and proper worship.â This Silver Comet Trail quiet retreat became my place of deep worship and peace during the financial turmoil.
However, my financial situation did not improve. In addition, I was hit from behind by a truck, causing extreme whiplash and ongoing therapy. While traveling for WB, I had two painful pancreatitis attacks and was hospitalized. I certainly identified with Revelation 3:18 I was being refined in the fire of suffering.
However, the WB ministry expanded despite my poor health and financial pressure. Many times I would buy one way airline tickets, sleep in my car, or hawk my '95 Buick to pay for essential health insurance. It was quite a change from my earlier years of flying only first class, staying in luxury hotels and living at the Atlanta Country Club for over 20 years. My ways are not God's ways, and that is certainly true for Witness Breakthrough! I had planned on being financially independent in fulltime ministry, but instead I am totally dependent on others for financial support through individual gifts, foundations, and churches.
Through the "fires" in my life, I've gained a clearer vision. Without a doubt the church is the WB target market, and multiplication of the gospel is the goal. After being equipped, ordinary people will share Christ in obedience and love (Acts 4:13, 23, 29-31).
By faith I accept His ways as far better than mine... God refines the gold of our faith through trials, and when we endure, greater faith will result. I see clearly now that God wants me first to love Him, then to reach out to people. People are the bottom line to life! (Luke 19:10).
WB is dedicated to multiplying the gospel through training the church. If We Are the Light, Why is America So Dark? is meant to encourage, challenge, and build up the believer to proclaim the good news of Jesus Christ."
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