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From the Associate Conference Minister for Search and Call:
Teach me to know that life is ever
On the side of the future.
Keep alive in me the forward look, the high hope,
The onward surge. Let me not be frozen
Either by the past or the present.
Grant me, O patient Father, thy sense of the future
Without which all life would sicken and die.
-from Deep Is the Hunger by Howard Thurman
I was with a group of churches this past weekend discussing different pastoral options in this time of a clergy shortage. We discussed everything from continuing to seek solo pastors for each church to merger with another church to sharing a pastor with another congregation, and lastly, ending the ministry of a church. I experienced the meeting as a hopeful moment, despite the difficult choices many churches were considering about how to do ministry in the future, or to end that ministry in the coming years. All the choices required some sort of sacrifice, doing ministry that was unlike how it was done in the past, and which might cause discomfort to some, if not most.
It was hopeful because there were choices that could be made, because there were things that could be done, and it seems to me that when we have choices, we acknowledge the reality that there will be a future, however challenging and different it may be. Personally, I have despaired the most when I felt I didn’t have a choice in the matter of my future. Yet, when I had choice in the matter, even if all the choices were not all positive or easy, it pushed me into the coming moments, and I came to acknowledge, as Howard Thurman says, that “life is ever on the side of the future.” And Thurman then asks of God to keep alive in him “the forward look, the high hope, the onward surge.” A sense of having a future, however different than the past, is what keeps us alive, and, in our better moments, we remember who will meet us in that future, the God who was there in the past, and is here with us in the present. God is faithful to the Church, in all times and in all places. Thanks be to God.
Rev. Kevin McLemore
Associate Conference Minister for Search and Call
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