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“But you, O Lord, know my path” (Psalm 142:3, Grail Psalms).
I grew up on farms in eastern and central Oregon. I never lived inside the city limits of any town until I was in graduate school. I am a product of wide-open spaces, of distant vistas with mountains on the horizon.
Late last month, I traveled to Oregon for a family reunion. I stayed several additional days, but other than the time with my family, I visited places, not people. I slept three nights no more than 200 yards from the house where I lived when I was in high school. From there, I could look down the hill to the potato field where I moved irrigation pipe for my first paying job.
I drove out, twenty-one miles from town – partly through open fields, partly winding through sagebrush, junipers, and outcroppings of lava rock – to Alfalfa Grade School (pictured above), the two-room country schoolhouse where I attended fourth through eighth grades. On other days, I hiked through rocky desert canyons and alongside forested streams.
In Ivan Doig’s novel, The Eleventh Man, the main character muses about his heritage: “He knew there was no denying the influence of bloodline,” but recognized also that the rural area where he grew up “served as a kind of parentage, too. Whatever he amounted to, this was where it came from.”*
I hold a doctorate from Princeton. I am a published author. I have lived in Europe and just outside New York City. But whatever I have amounted to, it somehow came from that two-room country school, from the hayfields where I sweated under the summer sun, and from the snow-clad mountains beckoning on the horizon.
My path through life has been a wandering one, both geographically and professionally. Still, I proceed in faith, confident that a loving God knows my path.
-- Bill
* Ivan Doig, The Eleventh Man (Harcourt, 2008), p. 23.
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