Our Connection to the Torah on Shavuos
Rabbi Moshe Binyamin Friedman, Rosh Yeshiva
The Mishnah Brurah סימן תצ׳׳ד ס׳ א׳ brings the minhag to stay up Leil Shavuos to learn the whole night. He quotes the reason for this minhag from the Magen Avraham “שישראל היו ישנים כל הלילה והוצרך הקב׳׳ה להעיר אותם לקבל התורה”. ּBnei Yisrael slept the whole night before matan torah. Hashem had to wake them up in order to accept the Torah. Therefore, in order to rectify this mistake we stay up all night learning and waiting to receive the Torah. It is difficult to understand how our most important minhag on Shavuos is predicated on a story that happened by the original Kaballas Hatorah. One would assume that a widespread minhag for one of the yomim tovim would be based on some essential fundamental in Torah rather than as a tikkun for a mistake made in our past. Furthermore, the story itself is quite difficult. Are we truly meant to understand that the dor hadeah really slept late before kabbalas hatorah? And lastly, the Mishnah Brurah brings from the Ari’zal that anyone who does not sleep leil Shavuos and instead learns, is ensured to live out the year and will not be harmed in any way. What makes staying up the whole night to learn so significant that it comes with such an incredible guarantee? We must contemplate how this mistake and our yearly resolution to stay awake the whole night is significant for the essence of our Kaballas Hatorah.
It is well documented that Maran R’ Chaim Kaniesky זצ׳׳ל would wake up very early every morning to learn for hours and sleep very little every day. Yet, it is well documented that R’ Chaim would also continue to learn during his sleep. The story goes that one year during the nine days R’ Chaim woke up and asked for someone to bring him a glass of wine. His grandson, puzzled by R’ Chaim wanting to drink the prohibited wine during the nine days, asked R’ Chaim why he had made such an odd request. R’ Chaim answered that he had just finished learning a masechta (in his sleep), and would proceed to make a siyyum, necessitating the wine to drink afterwards. But this begs the question – If R’ Chaim continued to learn in his sleep, why then would he bother to so aggressively minimize his sleep?
The Gemara שבת דף פ׳׳ח states that when Moshe Rabbeinu went to Har Sinai to receive the Torah, the malachim objected to it being given to the yiddin in the physical world. Hashem implored Moshe Rabbeinu to respond to their objection. To which he responded that malachim do not have the urge to worship avoda zarah, they do not have jealousy, parents to honor, melacha to refrain from on Shabbos, or even a yetzeir harah to fight. The Maharsha explains that the argument of the malachim was that the pnimius hatorah is only relevant to the spiritual realms of the world. They thought that it should therefore stay in shamayim which is completely spiritual. Moshe Rabbeinu responded that the more important effect of the Torah comes from learning doing mitzvos in the physical world.
When a person goes to sleep, his neshama elevates to shamayim and he disconnects from this
world. He is generally unable to do mitzvos and is exempt from them altogether. It is only while we are awake and our minds are able to be effective and learn torah that we accomplish its main purpose – to affect the world with our learning and mitzvos.
While R’ Chaim had such a strong connection to Torah that he could learn even while sleeping, that learning was only a manifestation of the pnimius hatorah of which the malachim were so enamored. The real effect of R’ Chaim’s Torah came only through the hard work and toil that he embodied by keeping himself awake as much as possible to learn.
We can understand the mistake of bnei yisroel that before recieving the Torah they were not yet connected to it on the physical level that Moshe Rabbeinu spoke about with the malachim. After receiving the Torah it became imperative to connect to it in a more physical and worldly manner. By staying awake Shavuos night we maximize our kabalas hatorah by affecting the world actively through our tremendous toil. Similarly we disprove the theory of the malachim that the Torah is best suited to stay in shamayim, making the minhag to learn the whole night an integral part of our kaballas hatorah.
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