STANDING IN MY POWER:
Faith and the Tongues of Angels
I knew it! I knew I had more gifts that I had not uncovered yet. I could feel it! Who would have thought it would be the Gift of Tongues though. Whether you call it Speaking in Tongues, the Tongues of Angels or Light Language, it turns out I have it!
I recently decided to stand in my power and to completely stand in my faith without wavering. This was a tough call and I'm finding it hard to do. Since being diagnosed with breast cancer in March of 2015 I have been going back and forth about whether to stick with conventional doctors or go completely natural. I was thinking that maybe I could integrate the natural path with conventional. Turns out you can easily apply the principles of alternative or natural to convention, but you can not apply convention to the natural approach.
At first I starting seeing a naturopath. She actually recommends chemo to her patients, but will support those that choose not to do chemo. During this time I was also keeping follow-up appointments with my regular doctors. They did not really like my natural approach idea. A lot of what I have ended up doing and learning has been through my own research. I'm currently working with a medicine man and am taking an internal salve formula. I have also continued to go to my oncologist. She has been letting me do my own thing, but she would really like me to change my treatments over to conventional. I have been feeling like I do not have cancer. My medicine man has told me several times he no longer detects active cancer in me. At this same time though the regular doctors are telling me it's possible I have another tumor. Although they say it could just be scar tissue, but I need a biopsy to determine this.
So here I am going back and forth. Who do I listen to??? My conventional doctors? My medicine man? Myself? Wait a minute, what about God? After all, I had a God encounter May 20, 2015 where I was being told I AM already healed. Doesn't God trump all?
Since that God encounter I have not fully stood in my faith. I have wavered in my actions. I created a video Friday, Jan 5, 2018 for myself. I wanted to verbally commit to going forward in my life by standing in my faith and finally walking away from the up and down and back and forth of going to doctors that only want to promote chemo and not health. Making this step is hard for me. I know my head/ego is not on-board with this decision, but I'm going to step forward anyway. I keep being reminded of the Bible story where Lot's wife turned back to look at the burning city and turned into a pillar of salt. The family was told to leave and not look back, but to go forward. She did not listen. I need to move forward in my good health!
Yay, I did it! Yesterday, I called the oncologist's office and explained to them that I am seeing a Functional Medicine Doctor and I wanted to explore this more instead of keep coming in for oncology appointments. I was so nervous after that call that I thought I was going to throw up. Right before that call I was on a call with the office of a Holistic Functional Medicine Doctor that is only one hour away from me. This office even knows what salve is. I love that the functional doctor's goal is to figure out the root of an issue.