In Emily's story created though the word artistry of Bohjalian, it is clear to see how Emily's paths led her into destructive ways, being trapped by one and then yet another boulder on her road to growing up. Surely most of our stories are not that drastic. But some are.

          As Spiritual Director, I sometimes meet with people who are blocked, who feel trapped, who find themselves at an impasse. It's as if their souls are writhing in pain, desperate to be freed. Many Directees come, seeking an instant of freedom. Once prevailing needs, attachments, and addictions are identified, growth toward freedom can begin by ascending the steps out of boundedness. We can look to the lives of many of the contemporary saints who were in a similar situation and who, through disciplined commitment of prayer and dedication to a spiritual path, have transformed their anxiety and angst into peace and joy. As Saint Isaac of Nineveh wrote,  "Dive into yourself and in your soul you will discover the stairs by which to ascend."

                                                     --by Jan