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Dearest St. Paul’s Family:
With a heavy heart, I am writing to share that my last day at St. Paul’s will be September 7. With any leadership transition, they say it’s very common for staff to shift. I knew this reality, while looking around at the other staff members wondering who it would be. I certainly did not expect one of the shifts to be me. But with openings come new reflections, observations and questions. In the past two months, a new question of discernment arose for me. Once asked, I clearly heard, Let go. Trust me first. It’s time to go.
This decision did not come easy for me. I have a knot in my stomach as I write this letter because I love you all. I love this job. I’m so grateful to have walked with you for the past four years. The highlights of my time here have been getting to know the youth, working with parishioner teams and being welcomed into your life — thru the struggles, joys and the day-to-day. Put simply, my calling has evolved during my time here (which is good and healthy) and I no longer fit the job description I signed on to in May 2021.
For clarity, this decision is entirely my own. It does not involve my husband’s career path and Devon did not ask me to leave. I do not know what comes next for me. I welcome your prayers while I take this scary step into liminal space.
I’m so grateful for each of you. I’m grateful for the many ways in which you all show up in this community. What a gift it is to have so many volunteers leading Godly Play, Youth Group and Children’s Chapel. Then, there’s a whole other set of volunteers that help run Family Ministry events and logistics, in addition to Youth Group parents and leaders that chaperone and frequently bring supplies and meals. Each of you have made this ministry happen! In addition, you’ve made my time here so memorable and rewarding. I am grateful to Devon and the staff for their support and faithfulness.
I’m excited to still have three months at St. Paul’s. In that time, we have Cooking Club with the MLK Center — come join us! — Mess Fest on August 17 and a Youth Group Amusement Park trip! Next week, I have the privilege of serving as a chaplain at Waycross for the high school group which includes a few of our youth. I’m hopeful the summer gives us plenty of time to get organized for the fall, so that lay leaders can feel confident in their roles and continue on. I’m confident that you have all the gifts you need in yourself and each other. I am prayerful and hopeful that — through all these transitions — St. Paul’s can ask the hard questions, lean on each other’s gifts and build a more purposeful and stronger community because of it.
Peace be with you,
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