Happy New Year Albert,
And just like that, we're in 2024. Where did that come from? I had a trainwreck of an end of the year - struggling to drive myself to urgent care on Xmas day due to a pain in my leg. All seems to have righted itself thanks to the care, physical therapy, and some rest, but I missed going to guitar camp and instead ouched my way into the new year! Luckily, I got myself to a couple of NYE parties where I played music and felt some real joy!
Not going to camp gave me some time to contemplate a few things. One is the constant feeling I have of how long it takes to make some simple (obvious to me) changes in our society. I've now been working (with a hearty team) for 7 years to try to ban gas-powered leaf blowers in Portland and beyond. While my immediate community is a lot quieter now than it used to be (thank you, neighbors!) - still we're trying to get our political leaders to adopt an ordinance to ban gas-powered leaf blowers (and all gas-powered tools, hopefully). But I'm actually somewhat confused and angry - why is it taking this long? Are we not being strategic enough? Are our leaders really this inept? (maybe) Are these machines better than electric alternatives? (no, they're not). As Greg Brown sang - "Why does good change have to take so long?"
I'm having a similar frustration with my work to get Portland back into the tree-planting business. Years ago the Parks Department's Urban Forestry Department moved to sever our City's contract with Friends of Trees. It was a terrible move that led to the planting of way fewer trees in Portland just when we need these trees planted most. It's not getting cooler out there as we all know. Trees help. Again, why are our City leaders dropping the ball on this most obvious front?
But what's really bugging me about all of this is how much time I and other activists spend trying to make (what seems to me) obvious things happen. What could I have been doing instead? Hiking more? Playing music more? Spending more time trying to find a partner? I don't know, but I'm starting to question my dedication to pushing our society in the right direction. In my co-counseling sessions over the years, I've worked with the direction: "Here, it's your turn, you do it!"
Thanks for listening to my rant. It helps me to write this out as it gets me thinking of how I might change course, and possibly also how to do things better. I do believe we're on the cusp of getting a ban on gas-powered leaf blowers in Portland this Spring. And there are 10's of millions of dollars about to be spent in Portland and beyond for tree planting (though this could be going a lot faster if you ask me). So, just a little bit longer...to go.
This article below was referenced in Robert Hubbel's newsletter today - another reason to read the big 3 listed above - they often point to other brilliant writers/thinkers.
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