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In times like these, I’m reminded of the darkest chapter in my life: the day I decided to get sober.
You’re probably not expecting me to say things haven't gotten better.
Since then, I’ve had to grieve my first love, say goodbye to my family’s generational home, and watch my parents’ marriage unravel. And yet, through all of it, I have stayed sober.
Because I still have hope that I can be better.
Even though there was never a point in that journey (including now) when things were guaranteed to get better, I still do.
So what does any of this have to do with journalism?
Well, my journey through sobriety and journalism has always been intertwined, not just through my writing with the Journalists Recovery Network. While staying sober, I’ve navigated a brutal job market, faced mounting attacks on the free press, and witnessed the slow erosion of public trust in legacy media.
And yet, I continue to stick it out in this industry. Because I still have hope that we can be better.
Again, it’s easy to forget that the work we do gives people hope, even when we can’t see it. But hearing from my sources and fellow early career journalists the impact that my stories have is the main reason I stay in this industry.
It would be easy to end this on the mantra that it's always darkest before the dawn.
But I wish the course of human history was as reliable as rising and setting sun. If it was, what would hope be for?
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