Pushed Out
by Brian Dean
If you missed it, Caring Palms is closing, and leaving its space at the end of October. All gift certificates must be used or lost by that time. While the website will be up (as it is paid for, for another two years), there will be no more sessions. It is not known if classes or readings will be offered in the future. Readings, probably. Classes, unknown. So the classes listed may be the last offered.
Leaving has nothing to do with any person or thing. It just is. I am being pushed out, but that is something I am (or should be) used to by now.
And while I say ‘pushed’, it is just that. The business is not supporting itself, and there are many reasons for that including economic. But this is the way my life has been. We were pushed out of Maryland. The company I worked for went out of business, and my wife’s company moved to Jacksonville. The energies there changed as well. This brought us to Florida. But being here, I was pushed into learning all the things I have. (Realistically, I suppose this was Spirit’s plan all along. They just didn’t tell me outright. Probably a good thing too.)
I was pushed into being a full time healer when I was laid off of my day job. It was a blessing. I was there for almost seven years. When I was given the “Five Year Award”, they mentioned not knowing what the Ten Year Award would be as the company hadn’t existed that long. But Spirit had been working for me then. As the words were said, a picture of a tombstone appeared in my head. Yes, it was a stressful job.
But rather than look for another programming job, I looked for a space to rent. I gained knowledge and experience to become what I am today.
Now, I am getting pushed out again. But that is okay. There’s been this book idea in the back of my head for over 20 years. In fact, when I have been in trance classes, the other person bringing through Spirit usually brings up writing a book. “Have you started your book yet? It is time to start writing.”
One would think that I would have lots more time to do so, but there seems to be no end of projects around the house. We have been creating a type of oasis in the back yard with a fountain and flower planter. The flooring needs to be replaced in the family room. And let’s not mention the ongoing yardwork that needs to be done. But time will appear. I’m sure I will get pushed into it.
So, pushed in, pushed out. I go where the universe sends me.
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