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The Personal Cost of Discipleship
~ Dennis Mueller
Saint Albert the Great Church + Huntingdon Valley, Pa.
These words from Jesus are not the gentle, comforting phrases I often associate with Him. Instead, they’re fierce, urgent, and very unsettling. When I read this passage, I’m reminded that following Christ isn’t about comfort and complacency; t’s about transformation and conversion. Fire purifies, refines, and sometimes destroys. So does love.
Inspired by the love of another, I seek to be a better man, husband, father, and friend. Why would my relationship with Jesus – who died for love of me – be any different? I feel that fire when I’m called to choose between what’s easy and what’s right, between keeping peace and standing for truth, between my will and God’s. Love makes all things possible, but at its heart, there must be a willingness to sacrifice.
I long for peace and unity. But Jesus reminds me here that His message doesn’t always unite. It often divides, pitting the kingdom of this world against the Kingdom He established. Through baptism, I’ve been commissioned to preach His Kingdom, yet not everyone wants to hear it. I’ve experienced this firsthand – moments when my faith created tension, when my convictions weren’t shared, and when choosing Christ meant risking misunderstanding or rejection. I’ve had to sever relationships, sacrifice opportunities, and endure disrespect to remain faithful in my love for Him.
This division is painful. Jesus isn’t asking me to seek division, but rather to remain faithful to Him when division comes. He’s inviting me to allow the fire of His love to burn away my fear, my need for approval, and my desire to avoid conflict. He’s asking me to be courageous.
This passage reminds me that discipleship is not passive. It’s active, fiery, and sometimes divisive. It’s deeply purposeful because it’s my participation in the work of redemption. Jesus longs for the fire of His love to be kindled in me – not to destroy, but to refine me into someone who reflects His truth and His love, even when it costs me.
Discipleship has a cost. Passages such as this are a vivid reminder of that cost. Honestly, I don’t like the reminder, but I need it just the same.
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