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Everybody's got to walk this lonesome valley
We've got to walk it by ourselves
There's nobody here can walk it for us
We've got to walk it by ourselves
This old 1965 Ernest Tubb tune rips the heart that is mired in desolation, gloom, or despair. He calls the feeling a lonesome valley; a sense of abandonment and hopelessness. We've got to walk it ourselves.
The book, Lord of the Valleys, published in 1972, soon after Tubb's song, seemed to 'jump out' at me from a shelf in a used bookstore. Reading author Florence Bulle's experience of the valley clearly defied Ernest Tubb's portrayal of a lonesome valley.
Bulle writes of her walk through the valley of shadows as she dealt with life-threating bronchiectasis with violent hemorrhages, a debilitating lung disease. It was in the valley that she discovered "the One who holds all things His hands, and learned that submission to Him is the only real security of His control."
This book is not a collection of poor- me- isms. Rather, Bulle finds peace and joy in the valley. She writes: "When Jesus spoke of Abundant Life, it doesn't begin on the other side of physical death. But we will never know this dimension of life until we tear down the No Trespassing signs in those areas we have never allowed the Lord to enter."
My favorite chapter is: "5. Learning Love—in the Valley," which is one that bears frequent reading and contemplation. Other chapters read like this: Understanding the Goodness of God; Alone with God in the Valley; Panic Praying; The Ministry of Suffering—in the Valley; Rejoicing in Hope—Triumphant in the Valley; and so on.
Lord of the Valleys is dated: some language, some scriptural references, and some religious practices. Hopefully, this does not come across as a book review.
My reflections do intend to answer a plea, Where is God? When the pent-up feelings arise and we think If there was only one person who understands.... There is. In the valley, on the mountaintop, and in our heart.
--by Jan
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