I’m proud to say I have over eight years in recovery. I honestly never thought I would be able to say that when I was active in my addiction. I started using when I was 19 years old and used for over 16 years. My addiction took everything from me. I lost my children, my places to live, my belongings, and most importantly my self-respect. My mental health conditions became impossible to handle due to my drug use.
I attempted to get clean more times than I can count. I knew I would have a better life if I could just stay away from the substances that were ruining my life. I tried stopping cold turkey, weaning myself off, and treatment, but none of these methods seemed to work. I was lacking a good social support system of people who were in recovery; these resources to build support were not available. As a result, I would get lonely and head straight back to the people I knew would accept me if I had money or drugs.
Finally in 2015 I was able to stop using. I attended outpatient treatment and surrounded myself with others in recovery. I found a program called Dual Diagnosis Anonymous of Oregon (DDA) and this program is where my recovery truly started. At DDA I felt like I fit in with others in the program, and I was given the tools and support I needed to continue getting better. With the help of my recovery family, I was able to address both my addiction and mental health. When I started addressing both of my challenges, I was able to find true recovery, build healthy relationships, and start loving myself again.
I look forward to seeing the benefits the CATT will bring to Washington County and to the individuals who are lost in their addiction and looking for a different life. The CATT will provide much-needed treatment and recovery resources. Had I been given the promise of hope and recovery through a good inpatient program, community centers and peer support, my road to recovery would have been much different.
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