Week 51
The Concept
"Compassion As a Spiritual Practice"
Note: As I write this, I'm noticing some trepidation in me - some concern about acceptance, and being seen and understood. My intention in writing this is to share my opening and discovery. I don't claim to know "the truth". I am simply sharing some ideas, without expectation or instruction - one account of one human experience, with the hope that it may contribute to you in some way. I invite you to share any response you may have.
It seems that most everyone has a different idea of what the word "spiritual" means. For some, it is the connection to the unknown, a higher power or being, or the divine. For others, it is the connection to one's self. And to yet others, it is the connection to all things.
And so it seems, spirituality is defined universally as a connection to something - the key word being connection. For me personally, I have come to define spirituality as the experience of connecting to life, which includes all of the above.
Connection to the Divine
My friend and mentor Marshall Rosenberg used the term "Beloved Divine Energy" to refer to the energy of "life" itself. In his words, "I connect with this energy when I connect to human beings..."
Connection to Self and Others
We could say a spiritual existence is one where we get close to what works for us and stay away from what does not (see Week 26). For years, this concept seemed to me to be too simple. As I have practiced compassion, this concept has become more and more meaningful to me.
This simple idea calls on me to self-empathize and consciously connect to my needs. When I nurture myself by nurturing my life energy (needs), I have found, time after time, that I become curious and inspired to nurture it in others. Alternatively, when I experience dis-connection from the life in me, I experience disconnection from the life in others.
The simple practice of seeing my needs gives me a basis to see my actions and the actions of others with compassion. By seeing my own needs and the needs of others, I have a path to compassion even for people (including myself) who have done things that I dislike or even detest. I have a way to see the disconnection from life energy as a tragic event, not an "evil act" or something that is "wrong".
Through the lens of needs, I always have a way to choose compassion.
Connecting to the Artist through Their Art
The more I practice living in an awareness of the energy of life, the more I feel a connection to that which I cannot see or even conceive of - what I call the source. I am certain that I do not understand the nature of the universe. To my mind, there is surely something going on here that is beyond my comprehension - yet, it is not necessarily beyond my experience.
Through my practice of compassion, I increase my experience of the energy of life. Every time I create or facilitate a connection within myself or between human beings, I can feel the partnership with, and an appreciation for, the energy inside every one of us. In the same way that I can appreciate the beauty of a painting without meeting the artist, I can appreciate the gift of life without knowing the source of it.
Although I have never met Picasso or Monet, I am grateful to them for the gift of beauty that I receive when I experience their art. Through my appreciation of the gift of life, I can feel a similar sense of gratitude in every waking moment.
Spirituality as Action
One of my colleagues recently encouraged me to ask myself what my relationship to life energy is. Am I its son? Its father? Its friend? Its lover?
I love this question because it helps me think about my role (or roles) in relationship to my life energy and all the life energy around me.
Personally, I have found that I can be a friend to life - all life, in me - in you. As a friend to life, I often ask myself, "What can I do to contribute to you?" or "What can I do to expand and express my appreciation for the things I have been given?" The more I study and practice compassion, the more I can answer these questions.
In my awareness of life (feelings and needs), I can inform my actions (requests) to bring harmony, alignment and friendship to my life - mutual love and support. My compassion begets the "actions" of a spiritual existence. Sweet.