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A Message from Father David
“How did it happen that now he could see everything so clearly. Something had given him leave to live in the present. Not once in his entire life had he come to rest in the quiet center of himself but had forever cast himself from some dark past he could not remember to a future that did not exist. Not once had he been present for his life. So his life had passed like a dream. Is it possible for people to miss their lives the way one can miss a plane?”
Walker Percy, “The Second Coming”
“To live in the past and future is easy. To live in the present is like threading a needle.”
Walker Percy, “Lancelot”
It is observed that we have a very difficult time living in the present moment. We can spend an enormous amount of energy focused on the past, filled with a guilt-producing regret for what could have or should have been. Or, we may long for the way “things used to be,” with a romanticized nostalgia. Perhaps we may have been deeply affected by past trauma, and the pain and scars from the past continue to hold us captive. At any rate, the past is just that – past. It is not where we live.
On the other hand, we also look to a future that does not yet exist, either with wistful hope that things will get better, or with fear and anxiety that things will get worse. But, like the past, we don’t live in the future. As the past is forever gone and we have no access to it, so also does the future not yet exist and always eludes us.
All of this is to say that all we truly have, in a very real sense, is the Present. The present moment is where we live and move and have our being. The Present is what is truly real for us. While the past and future may occupy our thoughts, they can easily prevent us from attending to the present, and thus as Percy puts it in the quote above, cause us to “miss our lives as one misses a plane.”
The Holy Scriptures address this dilemma quite directly. St. Paul, in Philippians 3:13-15, writes, “One thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” In the Sermon on the Mount, our Lord tells us, “Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”
The Lord meets us in the present moment, in the “now.” Christ is truly God with us, “everywhere present and filling all things” - each moment, each circumstance, each experience. Perhaps this is what St. Paul means when he tells us to pray without ceasing. Let us be attentive to the present. Let us be attentive to the Divine Presence.
Blessings,
Father David
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