I called out to God in the midst of my pain,
and God answered!
From the very depths of my despair, I wept,
and you heard me.
I felt like you had abandoned me
in a place where the storms of my life threatened to drown me.
Waves of sorrow and anger
washed over me.
I said, “I feel so far from you that I fear you may not be able to find me.
Will I ever be in your holy presence again?”
The weight of the storm is holding me down.
I want to give up.
Complicated circumstances make my head ache
and I am as low as I have ever been.
I cannot see a way through this pain,
ever…
But you see a way where I do not,
O gracious God.
When all felt lost,
I remembered that you are with me always.
So, I prayed,
and I felt your holy presence again.
Those who waste their time chasing after material riches
are missing out on the true meaning of life.
But I with the voice of thanksgiving
will always put you first.
I promise to honor you
and to be who you have called me to be.
For it is your love and grace
that will deliver me safely
from today into all my tomorrows.