The Centurion Law Enforcement Ministry Newsletter
Bible Study
Updated 12/13/2019

Fellow officers, sheepdogs ( servant- warriors ), spouses and supporters:

This week's Bible study answers the the proverbial "Why, God!?" (as in "Why does God allow evil...?") question. Scroll down to " When Evil Comes " (to the tune of the "Bad Boys" theme song..."Whatcha gonna do when evil comes for you...?").

Miss last week's newsletter and Bible study? Here again is Show Me the Evidence! As always, these studies are re-posted for you on our social media feeds and (eventually) on our website as well.

Again, please take the time to review the resources , prayer requests and upcoming events I've shared for you below. If you have questions or need prayer, counsel or support, please reach out.

With the CHRISTmas upon us and the increasing level of business and stress that often comes with it, let's stay armored-up and front sight focused on Christ our Captain!



Retired LACSO Sgt. Danny Coon 's short article on Post Traumatic Stress injury (PTSi -- I refuse to call it a "disorder") is excellent and points out both the problem AND the "Cure." Here's " Moral Injury. "


(1) Pray for a young officer who is in the last stages of field training (request from a concerned dad). We've all been there...let's pray.

(2) Please continue to pray for our wounded, including Fort Lupton (CO) Sgt. Chris Pelton who had yet another surgery yesterday stemming being shot in the face in the line of duty. He is facing a very long recovery -- here's the FOP funding site for him (no "Go Fund Me" stuff here): Sgt. Chris Pelton Fund .

(3) Be in prayer for those surviving spouses and family members who lost their police officer this year (the holidays are very difficult for them).

*Have a prayer request, event or announcement you would like included here? Need help/prayer? Email me I also post prayer requests on   my personal Facebook page   ("friend" and message me).   

When Evil Comes

Answering the proverbial "Why, God?!" question.

With some recent events and the growing number of sad "anniversaries," suicides and police officers being killed in the line of duty, many are again asking the proverbial " Why? " questions: Why does God a good God allow evil? Why did He allow my husband (dad, partner, etc.) to be killed? Why cancer? Rest assured, God has THE answer to these questions. Accordingly, I'm again sharing an updated version of Major Travis Yates ' outstanding message on this subject that he wrote in the wake of a major tragedy in our profession in 2009.

When Evil Comes
( Why Does God Permit Tragedy? )

I am a police Commander for a large Oklahoma police department and I have done this job since 1993. Before that, I grew up with my father who retired after doing the same job for 27 years. As a police officer, I am keenly aware that every day of the year will be the worst day of someone’s life.

I have in my lifetime seen first hand as a police officer what tragedy does to those in our profession and the impact it has on the family of those officers.

I was just five years old on September 24, 1976, but I remember my father weeping when he found out his good friend and co-worker was brutally murdered when he stopped a man that was wanted for murder. Fort Smith Patrol  Officer Randy Basnett   died that day. He left behind a wife that was pregnant, parents and siblings.

Almost two years later, May 26, 1978, my wife was just four years old and she has similar memories when her father, Oklahoma Highway Patrol  Second Lieutenant James Pat Grimes  was ambushed by two cowards with a rifle. He died that day and left behind his daughter, wife, parents and siblings. We are reminded daily of the pain and struggle that tragedy has caused.

And on June 10, 1996, I was a 24 year old Tulsa Police Officer and was less than one mile away with  Senior Patrol Officer Dick Hobson   was shot and killed by a robbery suspect. I helped load Dick into an ambulance that night and several hours later he was pronounced dead. I collapsed and wept.

Then, on the morning of Sunday, November 29, 2009, I was made aware of the  tragedy in the State of Washington . Four officers from the Lakewood Police Department, a 100 member force, were sitting in a coffee shop doing paperwork on their laptops. Something I have done many times, something that probably you have done, whether in law enforcement or not.

A man entered the coffee house and brutally murdered all four officers. Early reports revealed that while two of the officers were likely killed instantly, the other two may have fought back and one even firing rounds at the suspect.

Tragically, four officers laid dead and as of this writing, the suspect has not been caught but let me be clear. He will be caught [MC: the perpetrator was righteously shot and killed by Seattle Police Officer Ben Kelly on Dec. 1, 2009].

The four officers were identified as  Sergeant Mark Renninger Ronald Owens Tina Griswold , and  Greg Richards . Their ages ranged from 37 to 42. They left behind multiple children, spouses, parents, siblings and a community and country in mourning. It was the fourth multiple officer fatality by gunfire this year [2009] alone and the second ambush in the Seattle area in the last 30 days.

It is unimaginable tragedy and it is in this tragedy that one may ask where was God? Why did it have to happen? Why does God permit suffering and tragedy ?

These are all valid and legitimate questions and quite frankly our minds simply cannot grasp all of these answers. It is OK to say I don’t know but to say I don’t know does not mean that God is not present, that He is not completely sovereign in everything.

Hebrews 1:3 tells us that God “ upholds the universe by the word of his power .” The Greek word for “upholds” means “to carry”.

This concept of “carry” brings the concept of movement or progress. Jesus Christ is directing and carrying all things towards His sovereign purpose. God carries and is responsible for the entire universe.

The Book of Job gives us the ultimate lesson in regards to tragedy and God’s Sovereignty. Here we have Job, who was held in high esteem for his righteousness and was even compared to Noah and Daniel and here he is going through unimaginable suffering and it is God who is doing it.

Job 23:13-14 , says: “ But he is unchangeable, and who can turn him back? What he desires, that he does. For he will complete what he appoints for me, and many such things are in his mind.

There it is, “ What He desires, He does .” God does exactly what He desires.

Psalm 22:28 says “ For kingship belongs to the LORD, and he rules over the nations .”

Isaiah 46:10 says that God declares “ the end from the beginning and from ancient times things not yet done, saying, ‘My counsel shall stand, and I will accomplish all my purpose .”

God is in control. He always has been and He always will be. He is in control on your best days, your bad days and your worst day.

God does permit tragedy and the tragedy this morning....yes, He was in control.

Now, this may not be comfortable to you. You may say I don’t want that God. I want nothing to do with a God that would permit this sort of tragedy, this sort of pain.

Let me be clear about this. You have no choice. This is indeed the God of the Bible, the Only God, The God that came to earth, lived a perfect life, was crucified and rose on the third day. You may say that you don’t want that God but there is no other God. A rejection of this God means punishment in hell, an eternity separated without Him.

John Stott, a highly respected Christian author, said this about suffering:
“The fact of suffering undoubtedly constitutes the single greatest challenge to the Christian faith, and has been in every generation. Its distribution and degree appear to be entirely random and therefore unfair. Sensitive spirits ask if it can be reconciled with God’s Justice and love.”

It is true; it will not take you long when talking to an unbeliever for the issue of evil and suffering to be brought up. It has been described as the “Ultimate Trump Card.”

Evil is absolute proof that God does not exist. Atheists grab on to it. Agnostics grab on to it and, for the professing Christian, suffering will test whether you trust in Jesus Christ as your Savior or whether you are simply a religious or moral person. You see religion and morality will not sustain you in the midst of trials, pain and suffering. Only Christ will. Jesus Christ is the only one that can sustain you.

Pastor John Piper says that “Wimpy Christians won’t survive the days ahead.”

Of course there is no such thing as a wimpy Christian. He is referring to those that claim the Christian faith but do not have Jesus as their Lord. He is not the center of their life. Christ is merely a Genie in a bottle that we bring out when we need Him. This is not saving faith.

Now that we know that God does indeed permit tragedy, why does He allow it to occur?

Romans 8:28 is our model for this question. It says “ And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.

Now here is the Apostle Paul saying essentially that all things that occur are working together for good. Paul was keenly aware of tragedy and suffering. Prison, shipwrecks, beatings, hunger and eventual martyrdom. This was Paul’s life.

Surely he can’t mean tragedies such as the one this morning? How else should you interpret the word “All.” I am not a theologian but I know what that word means. It means everything that happens and in this context of scripture it means that everything that happens, will be for the good for those that are chosen to be saved by God.

Could that mean, God’s children could suffer? Could that mean His people could die? Could lose love ones, could suffer enormous pain? Yes, that is what “All” means.

From that morning’s incident, what is working together for good?

It is OK to say “I don’t know” here. We don’t always know. What good came out of the death of my dad’s partner? What about my wife losing her father at the age of four? What good could come out of that tragedy in Washington?

It isn’t always clear to us and God owes us no explanation. But sometimes it is clear:

On May 8, 2006, Fairfax County, Virginia Police  Detective Vicky Armel   was just 40 years old when she was gunned down in the parking lot of her police station.  Master Police Officer Michael Garbarino  was killed in the same incident.

Vicki left behind a son, a daughter and a husband. And just like this morning, you may ask why?

And our God, in the most gracious manner, showed us a little of Romans 8 in this incident.

You see, two years earlier in the spring of 2004, Vicki came to know the Lord Jesus Christ as her Savior. God used a faithful saint by the name of Mike Motafches , Vicki’s partner, to tell her about Jesus Christ and upon being converted to Christ;  Vicki gave a moving testimony  at her home church.

Vicki’s funeral occurred during National Police Week in Washington D.C. Once a year, in the Month of May, thousands of police officers gather in Washington D.C. to pay tribute to the fallen officers from the previous year. In May 2010, we paid tribute to the four officers that paid the ultimate sacrifice for their community that late November morning in 2009. [MC: I was there, and we did]

I was there that year, in 2006. I knew officers that actually went to Vicki’s funeral. Because Fairfax County was so close to Washington D.C., thousands of officers from around the world went to Vicki’s funeral and that testimony she gave a few years earlier. It was taped and it was played back for thousands of officers to hear.

Thousands of Police Officers heard the Gospel of Jesus Christ through the mouth of a slain Police Detective that day. At that very moment, Vicki was in Heaven with her Savior, with God and thousands here on earth heard her words, heard the Gospel from her.

Vicki’s death was tragic but God in His love and mercy and kindness, works all things together for good.

Now these “ all things ” that the Apostle Paul discusses includes evil things and that brings us to the final question. Why evil persists and why God permits this evil to affect so many lives?

Evil is anything that violates God’s moral will. The first human evil occurred when Adam and Eve disobeyed God in the Garden and that original sin is passed down to all of us. Indeed, Romans 3:10-12 says that “ no one is righteous, no one seeks for God, no one does good. ” Verse 12 finishes with these words, “ not even one .”

Now that is hard to take isn’t it? No one, not even one is good . That includes me. That includes you.

While our evil will likely not manifest into the actions of the coward this morning in the State of Washington, we are indeed evil. It is our nature.

Jeremiah 17:9 says that “ The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?

You see we are quick to see what happened this morning and say that is evil…that is pure evil.

But do we see that evil in ourselves? We minimize our sin because unlike this morning, we don’t actually see the pain that it causes. It is easy to see this or another tragedy and identify the behavior as evil but our actions, our behaviors, while not as high profile or outrageous to the world, they are absolutely an abomination to a Holy God.

Anything that violates God’s nature is evil and that includes our sin. Now some of us, including me have committed sins that have hurt others, hurt those we love and we see very clearly the evil that we do but we must understand that whether we see the results of our sin in others or not, our sin is an outrage to God.

Now we can’t afford to get this wrong and trust me there are many, many that have this wrong. Just about anyone you ask will tell you that they are basically a good person. Millions are walking the earth thinking that if they do more good than bad, they will find favor with God. This is not true and these false beliefs will damn more to hell than all the bars in this world combined.

Do you still think you are a good person? Let’s take a look at just some of God’s standards.

Have you ever lied? Have you ever stolen anything? Have you ever used God’s name in vain? Have you always honored your parents? Jesus said that if you look with lust, you have committed adultery in your heart ( Matthew 5:28 ) and he elevates anger to murder ( Matthew 5:21 ).

The point here is that you are evil. I am evil and while your evil may not manifest itself into suffering that you can see, it is never the less hated by God and will be punished by God.

At the age of 25, in the year 1750, John Newton was the commander of an English slave ship. He anchored his ship off of the African coast and purchased slaves. As many as 600 slaves would lay down like logs at the bottom of his ship as they would sail to the Caribbean and sell the slaves.

John Newton raped female slaves, he permitted his employees to rape them. Hundreds would die in the journey and John Newton reveled in hating God and everything He stood for. That is of course until he experienced a conversion to Christ. God radically changed his heart and saved him for the judgment that was awaiting him for his evil deeds. Newton spent the last half of his life pastoring a church and speaking out against the slave trade.

Just before his death, at the age of 82, Newton said this: “My memory is nearly gone but I remember two things: That I am a great sinner and that Christ is a great Savior.”

You may recognize the famous hymn written by John Newton: "Amazing grace! How sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me, I once was lost, but now I’m found, Was blind but now I see."

What about you? Are you blind? Are you lost or can you see?

If you can see the evil and the sin that you are guilty of, then God is working in you. He has made you aware of your need of a Savior. Jesus Christ is the only means of salvation and He saves wretches like John Newton, like me and like you.

The incident that morning in Parkland, Washington, was horrible. It was tragic. It was unthinkable and while we may search for answers, there really is only one answer.

His name is Jesus Christ. He is the sovereign God over all of the Universe and he came to earth on a mission. To save sinners and to redeem our evil deeds. He was perfect, spotless and he was slain on a tree.

Jesus, the God Man rose from the grave three days later and today he sits at the right hand of the Father and is calling for you to repent, turn from your sins and believe in Him. To trust Him.

Call on the Lord Jesus Christ. Call on Him to save you and follow Him the rest of your days, during the good times and the bad.

Amen! With thanks, here's the link to Travis' original message: Why Does God Permit Tragedy?

Folks, we live in a fallen world with real evil in it, but God has placed us -- the police officer -- on a "thin blue line" between that evil and those we serve and protect from it. That said, our service and even our deaths as cops can't save us from hell (evil personified -- forever) unless we are first born again in the only One who can save us. Nor can we be truly effective in our service unless we are serving under the ultimate "Cop" in Christ our Captain. Do you truly know Him? If not, or you're not sure, I can't encourage you enough to dive into the links I've posted for you below under " Know God? "




(1) Do you hold to an utterly false hope that you can "earn" or otherwise "badge" your way into heaven and escape hell because you consider yourself to be a " good " cop or "good" person? That you can be "good" enough without God? That you "deserve" heaven because of your so-called "good" service? Take  the   Good Person Test   and see how you do!  

(2) Jesus' first recorded words in His earthly ministry were and remain, " Repent and believe in the Good News " ( Mark 1:15 ). To  repent  is a "180" -- a complete,  radical  change of mind and heart as it relates to our sin (as God defines it). To "believe"  ( pisteuo  in the original Greek) as Jesus intends it here is to wholeheartedly trust and  surrender your life to Him in faith in the same way we have "faith" that our body armor will do its job against the rounds it is intended to stop; that a well-maintained weapon will function properly when used in defense against criminals intent on destroying us or others; or that our parachute will open when it is supposed to (we stake our very lives on it)! For more, see What does it mean to believe in Jesus?

(3) This same concept of " believe " (the saving kind) is further revealed in  John 3:1-21   where Jesus says, " ... you must be born again ." Again, note our Lord's emphasis on the word " must " (not "may" or "should" or even "someday"): this is ultimately the life-saving AND life-changing  personal relationship (and NOT "religion") with Jesus Christ that I stress here every week (see  What does it mean to be a born again Christian ? [hint -- there is no other kind]).

(4) NOW then, with this in place, go to:   How can I be saved?  

(5) Need more? Then check out this powerful, short video message that also comes to us from Travis Yates  Cops and Salvation

(6) Have you now said "yes" to Jesus as Lord and Savior but are wondering what to do next? The "now what" is also an important part in dealing with the issues that can lead to suicide and sin in general. Click on,   Now what?   

Questions? I'm here to serve --  contact me .    


The Centurion Law Enforcement Ministry is a national, FCPO-affiliated, non-denominational, evangelical Christian outreach to our own in law enforcement. These newsletters and profession-focused Bible studies are part of this effort and past editions can be found on our website and our social media  feeds. Our desire is (1) to be used of God to WIN the lost in our profession to a saving faith in Christ; (2) to DISCIPLE the Christian officer; (3) SEND out discipled (trained) officers to "repeat" 1 and 2; (4) to SUPPORT police marriages; (5) to transform our God-ordained profession by infusing it with all-in Christian officers; and (6) to IMPACT (reduce) police suicides and PTS with the Cure found in Christ Jesus alone. In keeping with these 6 points, please feel free to adapt these messages for your own individual or group use and share them with others. 

The Fellowship of Christian Peace Officers (FCPO-USA) exists to provide biblical support ("backup"), accountability and  iron sharpens iron  fellowship for Christian officers first in the U.S. and throughout the world as well. Our Denver-area FCPO chapter ( FCPO Chapter #217 ) is a  Centurion Law Enforcement Ministry  affiliate. Locally, we meet approximately twice a month in the south Denver-Metro suburb of Highlands Ranch for profession-focused, sound (uncompromising) Bible study, prayer and servant-warrior fellowship (and spouses are both welcome and encouraged to attend with their LEO).  Contact me for complete details.

The Centurion Law Enforcement Ministry and FCPO-Metro Denver ( Chapter 217 ) are led by veteran Police Officer, Chaplain and Evangelist Michael "MC" Williams . MC is an active (32-years and counting) sworn police officer/investigator and sought-after instructor and speaker at churches (including the popular  Centurion Church Security Seminar ), retreats and both police and civilian training conferences and seminars around the country. Contact MC via  email  for details on how to book him for your event.

Finally, we covet your prayer and financial support for this vital ministry outreach. Reference the latter, you can give in two ways:
(1) Send a check to the address posted below.
(2) Go the the FCPO giving page and designate " FCPO #217 " or the "Centurion Law Enforcement Ministry."

* All donations are tax-deductible.

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