Devotional
I’ve been reading through the Bible and journaling as I go through each chapter. It sounds like I’m so on top of things, but I’ve actually been doing this for the past two years and am only to 2 Kings! And it’s not even because I’ve been searching out the root of a specific Hebrew word or because I’ve done in depth study on the culture of the people I’m reading about but simply because life is busy and sometimes I don’t take the time to sit down and study the Bible. Anyway, that’s another topic for another time!
Today I wanted to reflect with you on a story I recently read, and I wanted us to just digest this incredible story. We’ve all heard it more times than we can count. It’s one of those familiar stories that’s used quite a bit in sermons. However, when you REALLY think about this story and try to apply it to your life….wow! It’s a game changer. At least for me it was.
The story is found in 1 Kings 19. Elijah is the main character in this story and we find him post show-down with the pagan prophets of Baal. Ahab is king of Israel and he is truly wicked, persistently doing evil in the sight of God. Jezebel, his wife, is really who is leading the kingdom and is playing puppeteer to Ahab, using him to bring about her wicked plans. The true prophets of God have been hunted down and killed.
There’s this question about whose God is stronger and it comes down to a show-down on Mount Carmel. The prophets of Baal and Elijah are trying to prove whose God is most powerful, shown by fire being sent down from Heaven.
The prophets of Baal are giving it all they have by dancing, yelling, singing, and self-mutilating. Anything to get their god to hear them. Of course nothing happens.
Then it’s Elijah’s turn. He has people bring water to pour over the altar. Mind you, Israel has been in a three-year drought. What kind of jerk would just waste water like that? Ah, but there was a plan. To receive a blessing in all its glory, sometimes we have to sacrifice something in order to truly understand the abundance that comes later. Elijah prays to his God and fire comes down, showing all those witnessing that God is the true God.
THIS ALL HAPPENED WITH ELIJAH AS THE MAIN CHARACTER AND THEN ELIJAH HITS ROCK BOTTOM. He literally just witnessed God showing up and then RIGHT after, we find Elijah depressed and discouraged, crying out to God to help him, telling God that he’s the last prophet of the true God in Israel and he’s running for his life. Jezebel is out to kill him and he’s at the end of his rope. Wait, what?? Didn’t he just see God send literal fire from heaven??
You and I have been there. We can testify and witness to how God is showing up in our life but then another blow comes and we feel alone, sad, discouraged, maybe even angry. Life’s struggles and problems raise up in front of us like giants and that’s all we can see. Our vision becomes obscured by something that is so much bigger than us that all we can do is simply cry out to God and tell him that we’re done for. We don’t know what to do and it seems there is little hope.
Elijah is hopeless. But then, something happens. Elijah finds himself on Mount Sinai and suddenly, there’s a gale of wind coming across the tops of the mountains around him and the whistling of the wind intensifies! He has to hold onto something so he’s not blown away! The rocks start to come loose and crash to the ground. Is that God? Is he showing up in all this power? Elijah holds his breath…but no, he does not hear the voice of God nor feel His presence.
Then out of nowhere, the ground starts to shake, things are crumbling around him. He hears a roar as the very surface he’s standing on seems to be rolling under his feet. God’s arrived! He’s making a statement, too! But wait…..there’s nothing. The shaking stops but nothing but crumbled rocks are all around Elijah.
Then, there’s something bright that he catches out of the corner of his eye. It’s glowing and hot! It’s a fire! He can feel his skin start to prickle and beads of sweat form on his forehead and arms. It might burn him but is this God?? Maybe he should stay close, maybe he’ll hear the voice of God coming from this blaze. It’s so obvious that it’s Him! Finally! Nothing. God wasn’t in the fire. All of a sudden the flames start to wave wildly back and forth and something makes them extinguish and the flames begin to fade. Nope. God’s not there. Where could He be?? Has He left for good? Does He not care anymore?
Then...Elijah hears something. It’s so very faint. Someone is talking to him but he can’t make it out. It sounds…whispering? The voice isn’t raised to a loud volume, not even a normal volume. It’s a voice that’s small…..and it’s calm. Elijah stops moving. He can’t hear this voice if he keeps walking and kicking around dirt and stones that are at his feet. He doesn’t want to run because then he’ll pant and won’t be able to make out what the voice is saying. He starts to calm his breathing. He closes his eyes so that he doesn’t get distracted by looking at what the earthquake, fire, and wind did to the surroundings. There. He can hear it now…that still, small voice.
God tells Elijah what to do next. There’s a mission God sends Elijah on, to go and anoint a few people because big things are to come for Israel. I have a feeling more was said but of course I don’t know for sure. Whether it was explicitly said or not, I think there was an underlying message that said, “I love you and even when everything is falling apart around you, I’m still here and I will never leave you.” Why a whisper? I once heard a pastor say that God chose to speak in a whisper because He was that close to Elijah. And God is that close to you, ready to pick you up and carry you, to walk hand-in-hand with you, and to dance with you along every step of our pilgrims’ journey to the celestial city.
Dear sister, may you feel God’s presence so close today that even when he speaks in a whisper, you know instantly that it’s your Heavenly Father who loves you dearly.
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