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HP Moment of the Week
By Stella Flasterstein
Hashem once revealed Himself to me in a very unexpected way. But before I tell you my story, here is some background information: Almost every Friday before Shabbat, I have a violin lesson. My teacher has a policy that if a family cancels a lesson with less than 24 hours' notice, they must pay full price for the missed lesson.
One Thursday a few months ago, I was thrilled to be out of school since the next day was Yom Tov. With the extra free time I had, I was finally able to take a break from the demanding workload that many juniors face during the middle of the school year and spend more time with my family. I was calmly chatting with my mom in the living room, discussing friendships, schoolwork, and the like, when suddenly we realized I had a violin lesson booked the next day—on Yom Tov!
Moving at what seemed like the speed of light, my mom quickly checked her phone to see how many hours we had left before the lesson. Just by looking at her expression, I could tell that we had already passed the 24-hour cut-off. Both internally kicking ourselves, my mom and I could not believe how we had been so forgetful as to not tell my teacher in advance. Now we were going to have to pay for keeping Yom Tov.
My teacher is not Jewish, but he has worked with many Jewish students. He knew I could not play on Yom Tov, let alone drive to get to the lesson. Maybe he would make an exception.
“Quickly, call him!” I exclaimed.
My mom called—no answer. She texted him—no answer. There was nothing we could do but wait.
Finally, my mom came to me with a stunned expression. He had messaged back that he completely understood the mistake and that we did not have to pay one penny. My anxious expression melted away as relief overcame me. Baruch Hashem!
Within less than thirty seconds of this episode, I realized what Hashem was trying to tell me. As I have been trying to grow spiritually, feeling close to Hashem still felt far away. Even though I knew Hashem cared, I did not always feel it. I am so small compared to the entire world. Why would Hashem care?
But this fiasco showed me that Hashem really does care about the growth we achieve, every single one of us. Hashem would never let someone who tries to be close to Him lose out because of it. That is why I think my teacher made that exception. I could not help laughing to myself, thinking that, unlike how Hashem hardened Pharaoh’s heart, He softened my teacher’s heart.
Hashem is our Father. He wants a relationship with His children. He will help pave the way for us to ensure that we are able to come closer to Him. He gifted us the Torah so that we would have 613 ways to connect to Him. We should take every opportunity we get to connect to Hashem because He loves us and wants to be near us. He will always help us come closer, as long as we show interest and take the first steps.
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