From ghoulies and ghosties…

Dear Ones,

From time to time in the life of ministry, someone comes to speak with me with a concern about trouble sleeping – with nightmares or half-wakeful anxieties – and that often means that they’re wrestling with some sense of spiritual unrest or foreboding. Being that this is right around Hallowe’en (or All Saints Eve…), it put me in mind of an old Scottish prayer for the late night:

From ghoulies and ghosties

And long-leggedy beasties

And things that go bump in the night,

Good Lord, deliver us!

The nighttime doesn’t hold quite the same level of fearfulness for us as it did for our forebears. This is partly because, at least in urban areas, electricity has meant that we can light up our streets in such a manner that we no longer have a sense of real night darkness. Nonetheless, the night remains a time when anxieties or fears can rise to the surface. Sleep can be a wonderful comfort, but it can also be a hard time, filled with dreams and restlessness. From time to time, I’m hit with very real and vivid nightmares, which can shake me out of sleep with a sense quite close to panic. And what do I do when that happens? I pray.

Not that my prayer is very much like that old Scots prayer, though there is something wonderfully earthy in that one. No, in the middle of the night, what comes to mind is an old prayer for the evening from the Book of Common Prayer, followed by the Lord’s Prayer. Both of these I can pray without having to turn on a light or look at any book, and each in its own way brings a kind of calming; a centering in the presence of the One for whom “darkness is not darkness.” (Psalm 139:12)

So here is the “collect” or prayer I pray in those times of darkness in the middle of the night:

LIGHTEN our darkness, we beseech you, O Lord; and by your great mercy defend us from all perils and dangers of this night; for the love of your only Son, our Savior Jesus Christ. Amen.

I’m aware that many people struggle with a sense of spiritual “darkness” or even oppressiveness in the middle of the night, which is why the Episcopal prayer book tradition includes several similar collects. Actually, these are best prayed before going to sleep, which is what I always do with the “Lighten our darkness” prayer. Here are a few other quite wonderful and – in the best sense of the word – powerful prayers for the night:

VISIT, we beseech you, O Lord, this place, and drive from it all the snares of the enemy; let your holy angels dwell herein to preserve us in peace; and may your blessing be upon us evermore; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

LOOK down, O Lord, from your heavenly throne, illuminate the darkness of this night with your celestial brightness, and from the sons of light banish the deeds of darkness; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

BE present, O merciful God, and protect us through the silent hours of this night, so that we who are wearied by the changes and chances of this fleeting world, may repose upon your eternal changelessness; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

Those three are all drawn from the late evening service of Compline, which also includes an ancient hymn called Te lucis ante terminum. This ancient hymn has brought comfort and peace. Copy the Latin title and search for it on line.

Before the ending of the day

Creator of the world we pray

That you with steadfast love would keep

Your watch around us while we sleep

From evil dreams defend our sight

From fears and terrors of the night

Tread underfoot our deadly foe

That we no sinful thought may know

O Father that we ask be done

Through Jesus Christ your only son

And Holy Spirit by whose breath

Our souls are raised to life from death.

I suppose this is all to say that if you do find yourself living with troubled sleep – perhaps even quite deeply unsettled by anxieties or fears in the middle of the night – these words from our deep tradition might be a part of what will bring you comfort and peace. And if you really find yourself struggling with hard issues at night, don’t be afraid to reach out to a friend in Christ to talk through – and pray through – the things that are troubling you.

There’s no shame in recognizing our weaknesses.

Boo!

Happy Halloween.

Roy+