“Every transformation asks us to release the person we had to be before we can become the person we were meant to be.”

Personal Growth is usually presented as something exciting and empowering. We are encouraged to become more confident, disciplined, successful, self-aware, and authentic. We are told to leave the past behind, step into our potential, and become the best version of ourselves.

I was never told early on that the process of becoming a "better" or more authentic version of me, would involve grieving and letting go of that version of who I was.

When we focus on growth, and it doesn't matter the direction we're moving, we are asked to let go of people, habits, roles, environments, beliefs, and identities that once felt familiar and may have served us well. You may begin to realize that certain relationships no longer fit, that old routines no longer serve you, or that the role you have played for years no longer reflects who you are becoming.

Even positive changes can create a sense of loss. Familiarity breads comfort. But comfort may not be safe. It may not be productive or the pathways towards our dreams.

You may feel excited about the person you are becoming while also feeling sadness for the person you are leaving behind. You may know that something is no longer healthy while still missing the comfort of what was familiar. And comfort can mean safety (we try to avoid pain - remember?), while pleasure can mean fear (because it's the unknown).

These feelings can exist at the same time.

You can be grateful for who you were and still choose not to remain that person.

Think about a version of yourself you may be outgrowing.

Perhaps it is the version of you who stayed quiet to avoid conflict, accepted less because rejection felt worse than disappointment, or worked constantly to prove your value. Maybe it is the version who took care of everyone else while quietly abandoning personal needs, dreams, and desires.

It is easy to look back on that person with frustration. You may wonder why you tolerated certain situations, stayed too long, delayed your dreams, or failed to recognize your own value.

But that former version of you likely had a purpose.

That person may have helped you survive a difficult season. Those habits may have protected you from criticism, rejection, loneliness, failure, or uncertainty. The choices you made may not have been ideal, but they were made with the awareness, strength, and resources you had at the time.

Growth becomes healthier when we stop treating our former selves like enemies.

You do not have to hate who you were in order to become someone new. You can appreciate the person who carried you through the past while deciding that they no longer need to lead you into the future.

Sometimes the most healing thing you can do is to look in the mirror and say to yourself is:

Thank you for getting me this far. I understand why you made the choices you made. But I no longer need to live the same way.

One of the most difficult parts of personal growth is realizing that not everything or everyone can come with us.

Some people will understand your growth and support it. Others may become uncomfortable with it. When you begin creating boundaries, people who benefited from your lack of boundaries may accuse you of changing or becoming more difficult. When you become more confident, people who were comfortable with your self-doubt may not know how to respond. I found this out to be true, the ones you lose first, are the ones who can no longer use you for their own purposes.

When you stop overexplaining, seeking approval, shrinking yourself, or accepting treatment that once felt normal, certain relationships may begin to change. That can hurt, even when the change is necessary.

There can also be grief in releasing unhealthy habits. A habit does not have to be good for us to feel comforting. Familiar struggle can sometimes feel safer than unfamiliar freedom. We may return to old patterns not because they fulfill us, but because we understand who we are inside them.

Peace can feel strange to someone accustomed to chaos.

Confidence can feel uncomfortable to someone who has spent years questioning their worth. Freedom can initially feel like loneliness when the old life was built around people, routines, and expectations that no longer belong.

We may also grieve lost time. As self-awareness grows, we may look back and wonder why we waited so long to make changes. We may think about opportunities missed, dreams postponed, or years spent doubting ourselves.

However, don't let growth become another reason to punish yourself.

You are able to see more clearly now because of what you experienced then. The past gave you information. It taught you what no longer works, what you are no longer willing to accept, and what kind of life you want to build moving forward.

The goal is not to erase the past. The goal is to learn from it without continuing to live inside it.

This week, allow yourself to identify what you may be grieving as you grow.

You may be grieving a relationship that no longer fits, a role you no longer want to play, or an environment you know you have outgrown. You may be releasing a habit that once helped you cope or a belief about yourself that once shaped every decision you made. You may even be grieving a dream that no longer represents who you are becoming.

Don't rush to fix the feeling. Instead, name it honestly.

There is power in admitting: I know this change is right for me, but part of me is still sad.

This isn't weakness, it's emotional honesty.

• Personal growth does not require you to pretend that every ending feels good.
• Sometimes the right decision still hurts.
• Sometimes freedom feels like loneliness before it begins to feel like peace.
• Sometimes becoming more authentic means disappointing people who only knew the edited version of you.

Give yourself permission to feel the loss without using that loss as a reason to return.

Choose one small action that represents the person you are becoming.

It may be saying no to something you would normally accept out of guilt. It may be removing something from your environment that connects you to an unhealthy chapter. It may be clearing a small space, changing a routine, or letting go of an expectation you have carried for too long.

This doesn't have to be a bold, dramatic action.

One intentional choice can become evidence that you are no longer living entirely from the habits, fears, and beliefs of your former self.

And don't think you have to transform everything at once. You only need to take one honest step that aligns with the life you are creating.

Set aside a few quiet minutes and reflect on the version of yourself you are outgrowing.

Consider what that version of you believed, what it feared, and what it was trying to protect you from. Think about the ways that person helped you survive, adapt, or continue moving when life was difficult.

Then, consider what you no longer need. Perhaps:

• you no longer need to earn love through over giving.
• you no longer need to remain silent to keep the peace.
• you no longer need to prove your value through exhaustion, tolerate disrespect to avoid loneliness, or hide your goals because being seen feels risky.

Imagine your former self standing in front of you.

Don't reject that person, or shame them.

Thank them.

They carried burdens you are finally learning to put down. They made decisions that helped you reach this point. They got you here.



But they do not have to lead you any further.

Becoming a better version of yourself does not mean your past was worthless. It means your past has completed part of its purpose.

You may grieve people, habits, identities, and environments as you grow. You might miss what was familiar even when you know it was no longer healthy. You could feel both hopeful and heartbroken, grateful and unsettled, excited and afraid.

That's all part of your transformation.

Growth is not always a dramatic breakthrough. Sometimes it is a quiet goodbye.

It is a goodbye to the person who kept settling, hiding, overexplaining, or believing survival was the most life had to offer.

Honor that person, especially for their strength. Thank them for getting you through what they knew how to survive. Forgive them for the choices they made from fear, pain, or limited awareness.

Then give yourself permission to continue.

You can be grateful for who you were and still choose not to remain that person.

Your next chapter does not require you to reject your past. It only asks you to stop living there.

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Sometimes personal growth begins with a major decision. Other times, it begins with simply becoming curious about what may help you feel better, think more clearly, or move forward with greater confidence.

That is why I am sharing the OneSource New Client Guide again this week.

You may have noticed it before and thought, I’ll look at that later. Maybe this is your reminder to take another look.

The guide explains the different ways you can begin working with OneSource Wellness Coaching, whether that means starting with a ZYTO wellness scan, exploring supplements or LifeWave patches, choosing a targeted blueprint, or receiving personalized coaching support.

There is no pressure to have everything figured out before you begin. You only need to be ready for a healthier next step.

Take a few minutes to review the OneSource New Client Guide and see what catches your attention. Your starting point may be closer than you think.

— Coach Fred